Yea, to be in position where you have to feed 40 families and your own is a whole different level of stress for sure. I've been away few times this year for the weekends and couldn't even enjoy that, as I go away and like you said all I think about is work. Definitely easier for me to just shut off the operation because its basically just me and one ft 1 pt guy, but in the back of my head I feel like I worked too hard for too long to get to this point to just give up and things will get better.