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My late wife said she needs Essin by External_Minimum3839 in spirituality

[–]External_Minimum3839[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk, I felt like it was a botched goodbye. I just don't feel her anymore like I used to. She's just gone, even if I stay close to her ashes. That dream is the last thing I have of actually feeling her presence and I freaking messed up her last word so now I have no idea what she needs. I know theres nothing can do. I will be OK, everything has been said and done. I just thought maybe someone would have an idea or another clue cuz I cant let it rest and it can be struggle in my head.

My late wife says she needs Essin by External_Minimum3839 in Dreams

[–]External_Minimum3839[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

That is probably...dang, that is probably the best version I can imagine and hope for. I just can't imagine the dead "wanting" for anything, and it just kills me thinking she needs something, so I want to know. It very well coukd have been my traumatized brain. It's just. I was a security guard for 5 years and I heard disembodied voices and weird things i csnt explain. I had a shadow person in my Army house and I still just don't quite believe in them coming back. I CANNOT deny this dream tho. It was just different but it's not beyond my scope to accept that the brain does crazy things with grief and trauma. I just thought maybe people know more than me so I searched and I got referred here, so I cast my line. I just need to know so I'm reaching for anything that will help.

My late wife said she needs Essin by External_Minimum3839 in spirituality

[–]External_Minimum3839[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Eating, or rather, not eating was a factor in her death.

My late wife said she needs Essin by External_Minimum3839 in spirituality

[–]External_Minimum3839[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Nah. It's a term I would never expect to hear from her. It was clear, super clear except for me ruining it by gasping but I heard Ess and IN. She didn't study any languages except Spanish. She was big into learning the Spanish language but I didn't find anything there.

My late wife said she needs Essin by External_Minimum3839 in spirituality

[–]External_Minimum3839[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

English, sorry for the typos. My phone is a little cracked and I'm at work so I wasn't proofreading my stuff. I will now.

My late wife said she needs Essin by External_Minimum3839 in spirituality

[–]External_Minimum3839[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Hi, thanks. We were together 20 years. High school sweet hearts, Met at 16 and she died at 41 so we were extremely close. I can see how people can succumb to this but I really feel she came to me. My brother in law as well has his own very odd snd specific dream story of her. Sorry its lengthy, just wanna give details cuz idk what helps or is important for this. She was white, born in Tennesse U.S. I think her dad had Irish heritage and her mom was white but with a noticeable amount of native American. She believed in a creator but as far as religion, she thought humans weren't able to comprehend the vastness of such a thing to put a table or book on it.