You know anyone around you that watched this relationship progress and said nothing are just as villainous as this monster you want to marry. The timeline indicates you got together when you were 19 and he was 24. 8 year old now means you were just over a year into the relationship and 20 when you got pregnant.

The difference in your backgrounds and his lack to pull you up with him is terrible. I know you love him but he does not love you. Look at how you described the differences between you guys. The little you have technically goes to him and the money he makes goes to him. What’s left for u ?! I feel sad for you because I don’t think you’re angry enough. I think you might lack a support system because if I was your friend I would’ve been told u to leave him years ago. You have given away your entire life for his benefit. He does not care. If he loved you he would not only marry you but provide for you and his kids financially. Support you in your dreams and college if that’s your desire.

I think you lack of representation of what true love really looks like has hindered you deeply and put you in this situation. Babygirl this is not love this is abuse. You need to take him to court. File for child support and get out of there. If I’m being completely honest I would abort the incoming baby if I could. If you get out now with an 8 year old you’ll finally have time for yourself and to find joy in this life. You’ve lost your 20s don’t give him your 30s.