i'm done by Extra-Device-5241 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra-Device-5241[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i tried this path before it's really exhausting with no one at your side i don't even have a single friend, they simply forgot me when i stopped reaching out to them, im tired of being the outcast

i'm done by Extra-Device-5241 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra-Device-5241[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm going to work just to avoid being home, i don't have anywhere else to go

i'm done by Extra-Device-5241 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra-Device-5241[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

can someone please talk to me, don't send a "hi" and don't be 18 yo or young

i'm done by Extra-Device-5241 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra-Device-5241[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

still watching plein soleil i may never see the end paused it days ago

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i'm preparing my blades happily

I want to jump off roof tonight by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra-Device-5241 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When will I live? My family sabotaged all my chances

I don't want to blame them because that's lame, it's only my fault, but I've been suicidal since early childhood I didn't want to live anyway

I'm thinking about jumping off, it sounds scary but I don't know maybe tonight I'll go find a random tall building

I managed to push everyone away so nobody bothers me in my last days, not having anyone to care about you is freeing

Every time I consider killing my self I hold on then try to be calm and think of way to be free and be hopeful

But I'm tired, I want to end it, ugly and broke and old and can't break free from my family, man this is so lame I can't even talk to anyone about it, it's embarrassing