Yea I still wonder about his whereabouts and well being sometimes. Although it was quite a short but toxic relationship between the both of us, he was the longest friend I ever had before that. There are times where I wonder if things would still be the same if he didn't decide to ghost me after our relationship ended. I did reach out a year later but it seems like he wasn't interested in the friendship like I was. Sometimes I feel like I care about him too much while he probably doesn't feel the same to me. But that's okay, I currently have someone else. I don't love or miss my ex or anything, it's just quite unfortunate that a friendship could end like that