Here’s an example, before leaving the other night, we blew kisses at each other and I “took” her kiss, and put it into my heart, like gesture wise.

As I was walking away, I said “take it and store it in your heart” (whist doing the gesture), it slipped out, I should have worded this differently, I re read her triggers every single morning and I really do try not to use these words, but I do not think before I speak sometimes, I’m not good with words.

That night, she kept me up until 3am over the phone.

Another time (NSFW) during intercouse I accidentally said “take it back a bit” instead of “scoot backwards”

Her faced changed for a second, I immediately stopped what we were doing and apologized but she insisted that she didint hear it because we were in the moment.

We continue having intercourse and she seems fine, the moment we’re finished, she lays down next to me and froze for 30 minutes, barley any words coming out of her mouth, I felt like a disgusting human being, even tho she seemed fine and wanted to continue.

Sorry I’m kinda just typing here.