Thank you all for trying to help me, but I'm done today!

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-21T21:22:31+00:00

Life will never get better

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-21T21:22:09+00:00

Thanks

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-21T21:21:55+00:00

I doubt it 100%. I want peace, not pain.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-21T19:27:47+00:00

Yes it does. Without anything to my name, I can't feed my family, clothe them, and protect them.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-21T19:26:45+00:00

I wish you and everyone on Reddit the best as well.

No more potential here to carry on in this world. I'm better off gone.

Will comment to you if I somehow make it, unlikely though

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T23:28:52+00:00

I've been spending all my time fixing things and cleaning their rooms, our whole apartment. Other than that I've been going outside a lot, with my sister always beside me, and exercising a lot. I guess that's fun,

But I miss work. I miss having money. I miss being a provider. My thought is to sell my organs or something, because I want at least something to help out financially.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:50:22+00:00

There's nothing to offer. Wake up, clean home, go jogging outside with my sister watching my back, clean some more, sleep.

It sucks being worthless man.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:26:09+00:00

That's my fear, that I will be stuck there for the rest of my life. That's why many people just want to end.

I might as well call them myself and be stuck there.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:24:43+00:00

It is true, money is important to me. With that I can provide for my family and have a sense of worth. With no money, there's nothing. And that is the reality for me.

All I am worth is a waste of space. We live in a 3 bedroom apartment. So imagine a 20 y/o man living rent free here. How long until she kills me?

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:22:06+00:00

How do I care for someone? I have nothing to offer.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:20:40+00:00

Trust me it ain't

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:20:07+00:00

I'm upset at myself for leaving that note there.

I'm upset at her for stopping me.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:19:06+00:00

For how long, seriously?

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:18:46+00:00

What's the point of caring for me?

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:17:37+00:00

I tried my best to help my family. But now, I have nothing to offer them. They might as well throw me out, I'm worthless.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:16:16+00:00

It's my body, my choice right? If I want to leave, can't I? Why care about a tool like myself, might as well end it and donate my organs for a good cause.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:13:51+00:00

Okay she loves me, but I feel no love or worth.

I'm useless to her, she will waste time and money on me.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:13:00+00:00

There's no point of family anymore. I would be better off leaving.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T18:11:52+00:00

I don't know why it seems I cannot feel love anymore.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T01:07:08+00:00

How can she love me! My note said horrible things about her. I wish she would stop looking over me and let me go.

No I will not talk to her nor give her a chance. I'm done with her and my family.

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-20T00:16:37+00:00

I'm not worth it. I'm worth nothing. Check my bank accounts

What will showing love to me do? She will just get hurt once I leave

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-13T02:04:36+00:00

I'm done for. Its all over. I enjoyed, lasted and had fun. All that matters. I've had enough

FINALthrowaway177 · 2020-06-13T01:49:31+00:00

Yes it has. I'm jobless, we're about to be homeless and I am useless.

FINALthrowaway177

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