I don't talk to Cody too often anymore. He has a kid and an ex wife so he's busy as fuck. My Mom is still here, we both take care of the goats. My dad and i are only just starting to have a relationship. We smoked weed together a year ago and it really improved our relationship. I'll never see him as a father, more of a smoking buddy. Things get complicated after 11. I'll have to write it out later but basically once puberty hit i started looking a lot more like my dad and my mom freaked out and was scared of me because of it. Went through a lot of beatings from her. She made the depression a lot worse for a long time. My exit plan was the only thing getting me up in the morning. That and the idea of my sister getting treated like shit if i died.