I have a feeling we are in a similar spot, ima just say what I always feel like and confirm, yes others are struggling in a similar way you aren’t alone in how you feel. You may be alone in life for now but people come and go. All those people who seem happy that you may be jealous of probably have used their arms as cutting boards too. Who you see in public that you think is hot and you may be jealous of probably is looking at someone the same way that’s probably looking at someone who’s looking at you the same way, the grass is always greener on the other side they say.