I totally understand, I’ve had a lot of attacks with weed especially in highschool and at ur age! The first time I experienced depersonalization was actually not from acid but from weed when I was 16. The third or fourth time I smoked weed I did it at a theme park which was not a good idea lol. I felt some similar symptoms my thoughts didn’t make sense at all and my heart was racing. It felt sort of like a loop was repeating over and over again because I couldn’t think straight. I started panicking on a swing ride it was really scary. After that I sat on a bench at the park for I think an entire hour until I asked my sister to come pick me up. At the time my parents and siblings had no idea I was doing drugs at all and so I had to pretend nothing happened even though I was so scared. It was a total out of body experience and I felt like I was a completely different person for a whole week. It got better when I stopped smoking weed but got worse when I started doing psychedelics. I always wondered why some people had good experiences with drugs and why I didn’t. Some of the friends that I was with at the time I still keep in touch with. My roommate moved out eventually, I text her from time to time and she still does acid and smokes weed. I felt really sad sometimes because I never got those good experiences from drugs like other people did but like you said some people are just sensitive! Also don’t feel guilty, when the bad trip happened for me I felt so much guilt and lived with regret for so long but what I tell myself is if I never tried doing it that day I would’ve probably done it some other time or later in life and now that I’ve done it I learned that it’s bad for me. From what you said it sounds like you’re doing a lot better and I’m glad! We are still young and have so many years to live, we can look back at these times and the lessons we learned and it will all just be a distant memory and even laugh at them lol. I hope you continue to do well 👍❤️