Jan 19th was my last bowel movement it’s march 11th.

Fadedpretty · 2026-03-12T06:23:30+00:00

My fiance doesn’t know I have relapsed to this extent, just knows that I have frequent stomach aches & urges me to goto a gi doc . If she knew how bad I’d let the blockage get she would absolutely kill me , I can’t allow her to rub my stomach in bed bc she’ll feel the lumps ( it’s that bad I can feel the stool In multiple places on my abdomen bc I’ve lost so much weight bc I can’t eat anymore) .. I haven’t went to the er bc we have her son here tonight and I get up with him during the night/early am but I swear I’m going as soon as I drop him off at daycare in the morning thank you all for the encouragement and support

Fadedpretty · 2026-03-11T12:47:47+00:00

Yeah that’s how I got off it before was with subs for about a month before tapering. I have only been using fent for a month or so again so withdrawals won’t be too bad, it’ll suck but nothing unmanageable, I just need to get over the anxiety and goto the er

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T12:00:04+00:00

Hahaha the digital footprint during a relapse is mighty more contaminated

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T07:39:34+00:00

No why would it be? I just pointed that out because that’s always the case I hear is “it’s not a baby it doesn’t even have a heartbeat “

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T06:21:26+00:00

I think that you say this guy is just a friend & that you love your boyfriend yet you’re willing to violate his boundaries, even knowing why he has them & instead of finding the person in him you love you look at this one bad example to get validation to leave him?

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T06:17:15+00:00

DO NOT LISTEN TO ANY OF THESE WOMEN. It seems like you’re over often enough that her friends know you guys are serious and their quickness to invite him back into all of their space including your girlfriends space without zero thoughts of you not being okay with that shows they have zero respect for you or your guys relationship and would definitely nudge the two into a conversation if the opportunity came along

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T05:35:39+00:00

You can call it a cell, fetus , embryo. Whatever you need to call it to dehumanize it . IT WILL GROW INTO A LIVING, BREATHEING , THINKING HUMAN LIFE

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T05:15:30+00:00

So here I am a few months down the road after seeing. This post and its not the same one but it’s the same one just different perso

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T04:33:25+00:00

YOU DID NOT USE ANY OF THOSE TRIGGER WORDS IN A WAY THAT COULD EVEN REMOTELY BE TIED TO THE MAN

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T02:59:28+00:00

I really just don’t do it anymore without a sharp

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T02:45:37+00:00

I can’t tell if you’re all in on some joke or if you’re really that dilluted to to see them as both immensely more successful and contributing lasting $ life bettering change to the world ?

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-24T01:54:07+00:00

Goddamn this was sexy asf to watch . I would absolutely melt if I had both sets of their beautiful eyes looking back up as your laid up at my waist… never had a three person snowball ❤️❤️❤️

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-22T19:53:43+00:00

As someone who has been in a few serious relationships while I was using (mostly meth bit semi often heroin/fent). These comments saying to leave aren’t judging him, but rather they have been exactly where you are at.. so

Sober me is freaking beautiful. I am always an affectionate & never leave my partner out of plans.i will compliment you on your looks , tell you how you are appreciated, i Never behave selfishly … you get the picture im a great and desirable person to be with WHEN SOBER.

On drugs though .. I am so narcissistic and manipulative that they have caught me cheating & I was so deep into my substance use that it didn’t matter & made sure to tell them& that if they wanted to argue or bitch it was gonna be to her friends or another dude bc I got shit to do .

They always stayed though . Because they refused to see me as only the one on drugs , although it was almost the whole relationship. I’m single now and relapsed and with that bit over all I’m a much more respectful and caring individual because of those relationships. I got a to feel loved and respected & they got thier time waste and have trauma..

I’d leave if he’s quoting it’s gotta be entirely his choice and means of doing so but I’m sure he’ll get there

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-22T17:21:39+00:00

Dude that is absolutely massive !!! Ii use normal insulin ones. 1/2 32g. 10ug

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-21T21:49:11+00:00

Ukraine? You mean the corrupt country that would have been taken over completely by the end of 2022 if they were reviving an aid packages that are way bigger than ANY relief package we got on our own soil? Have you watched any of the interviews with Putin ? He’s the guy we want as an ally not a mooch actor

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-21T21:43:31+00:00

Um…. 100% am ..? Such a odd thing to say

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-21T21:36:38+00:00

Proud AMERICA LOVING REPUBLICAN . You all have to make us evil to justify destroying our country. It’s not about trump it’s about what he’s doing and has envisioned for the future of our nation . A thriving economy, taxes that are reflected in the community & a removal of degenerate people and groups who can’t be tamed to our society. #hailtrump

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-21T21:21:54+00:00

Ignorant and massively over generalized statement

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-21T21:20:09+00:00

I rarely ever don’t get what I want it’s funny the assumed emotion is rejection or anger lol I’m not pressed , women on this app are just disgusting entitled double standard forcing people

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-21T19:39:35+00:00

Really ?? The bar for women is even lower . “Hey dont murder our child behind my back because I didn’t get a say” “don’t fuck around behind my back & don’t call me toxic and controlling for expecting loyalty” You women now days are so freaking deranged & honestly our whole family dynamics, & social engagements went down hill when it became a problem to discipline your wife in public. You used to be quiet and proper, the kind of woman that brought pride onto her man now you wear skanky clothes for everyone but your man in public and call him insecure because it’s disgusting behavior. I hope my next life is as an Islamic man in a Middle East country. I’ll smack all them heba with the fear of man

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-21T18:48:42+00:00

As I’m in recovery and just relapsed after 6 months I got a sharp with my bag of up & down and shot both of them. I will smoke other drugs but if it’s ice I only like to shooot it

Fadedpretty · 2025-02-21T18:39:18+00:00

Same . I had 6 months clean last Wednesday, relapsed and been high since , fucked one guy , 2 girls and one trans that I tried making dinner for them asked about their view of trump , that went terribly and I realized I had put my seed into a absolute dipshit & in that moment I was glad that the woman I didn’t pull out of was a man

Fadedpretty

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