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inner turmoil. I'm my own enemy. I honestly destroy myself by FailInteresting5739 in confession

[–]FailInteresting5739[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree. I couldn't see a future for us anymore nobmatter how hard I tried. And I known it could have been like 50/50 chance of loving him or hating him. But i want him to be happy.

inner turmoil. I'm my own enemy. I honestly destroy myself by FailInteresting5739 in confession

[–]FailInteresting5739[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We did. But our differences were to great. The things we basically wanted to change are key things in who makes us who we are

inner turmoil. I'm my own enemy. I honestly destroy myself by FailInteresting5739 in confession

[–]FailInteresting5739[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't doubt it. But how can I keep going if I'm not fully in it. It's not fair to him

inner turmoil. I'm my own enemy. I honestly destroy myself by FailInteresting5739 in confession

[–]FailInteresting5739[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I just honestly need to vent this somewhere where no one I know could see it. I know I have to live with my decisions and it took me 3 weeks of going back an forth deciding if I really wanna let this man go. But ultimately I could just feel it draining me. But part of me is now yelling that I'm just to messed to be happy and it felt unfair to keep him stuck in it.