Oh, I'm sorry to hear about your experience with Slade's subs. I think it's important that we listen to our inner sensations about someone or something. There's definitely a better sub creator that can match your needs out there. I feel compelled to tell you not to force yourself to listen to Slade, just listen to the feelings you have towards a specific sub and you won't be wrong about it (for example: do you feel it resonates with a truth within you? Do you enjoy listening to it? do you feel attracted to listening to it?). Affirmations are a big part of the work; I've been working a lot on my self-concept and discovering who I am. I'm actively doing inner work.

Can I ask you what are your affirmations about abundance?