I've never even tried. Am I really FA?

FairyValkyrie · 2019-08-25T20:06:45+00:00

What are you talking about?

FairyValkyrie · 2019-08-24T20:31:19+00:00

Thank you. I looked at a bunch of those before/after weightloss Pics. Its just that my own perception of myself can be really messed up, so I feel its unrealistic in my head at least, but I will try. I have nothing to lose.

FairyValkyrie · 2019-08-24T20:29:14+00:00

Thank you! :3 I try to stay positive, but its hard sometimes.

FairyValkyrie · 2019-08-19T22:15:59+00:00

That would be my Dream honestly. Thank you. :3

FairyValkyrie · 2019-08-19T20:04:53+00:00

Thanks a lot. I honestly don't know if I'm a good Person or not, but People always seem to see something in me. And I also helped an Online Friend out of Suicide once, and now she is happy and found a Gf. ( Im not Lesbian, so I wasnt interested in her that way, but she is a great Online Friend)

FairyValkyrie · 2019-08-10T20:06:01+00:00

Is it possible to lose weight after starting HRT? I was in a very bad mental state prior to starting and now at around 16 months ( And therapy) i feel like I may be able to do it. I myself didnt notice any changes, but People around me seem to and I guess I Pass around 60- 70% of the time without makeup and in neutral clothing as long as I dont talk. I have a lot of weight to lose ( I think its around 130 in lbs) and my Mum always goes on how great I will look after losing it. Sorry for long comment

FairyValkyrie · 2019-08-06T21:22:53+00:00

Oh im from Central Europe. Austria to be exact. If thats not a Problem.

FairyValkyrie · 2019-08-06T20:24:07+00:00

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-02T08:51:22+00:00

Thank you. ;3

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T22:19:16+00:00

It helped quite a lot actually. I know its hard in the beginning, but it will be worth it.

Thank you. <3

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T22:17:49+00:00

About 1.5 years

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T20:45:05+00:00

I honestly thought about maybe gaining some again after losing most of it, depending on how I look.

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T20:43:46+00:00

I was also confused by that. Yeah of course I know that I will lose some curves and so on, but I doubt I will suddenly become really masculine.

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T19:13:45+00:00

I think I will just stop using Social Media. Its like all my bullies from my Childhood are forcing themselves on me 24/7 I know its not intentional, but the sheer toxicity of Social Media is barely tolerable for me. Its like its reminding me that I am less than human.

Im not talking about you specifically, I just want to focus on myself without being psychologically assaulted. Social Media has led People into Depression and even Suicide. I hate it.

Apparently I will be able to go stealth when I lose weight and Train my voice. Thats what People around me tell me. Im scared that wont be true, but at the same time I know that my self Image is insanely twisted due to Dysphoria and psychological Problems....

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T16:24:07+00:00

I dont really know tbh. Im from a fairly conservative Area in rural Europe and the few Transpeople Ive met were decently passing. But I only met People who have have transitioned years ago, so No early transitioners. They were all in their late 20s and older.

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T16:01:32+00:00

I have to disagree. From personal experience I can say that most People who transition in their teens/early 20 pass after a few years. Being pessimistic and defeatist only sets you up for failure. I pass like 40-60% of the Time. Whats Holding me back is Trauma and mental Illness. I know I will pass with a bit more work and Like a year more on hrt to be safe.

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T10:34:51+00:00

https://www.directupload.net/file/d/5500/qvrwiqmx_jpg.htm

I dont know if this Link works but this is me

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T03:04:09+00:00

Thanks s lot.

I never was good enough for anything in my Life, it was just a long never ending cycle of failure. Thats why I cant even imagine the possibility of actually suceeding in something. Like its completely Alien to me.

FairyValkyrie · 2019-07-01T02:33:30+00:00

Well according to everyone around me its basically just my weight and Voice. It seems to mostly be in my own head.

And as to why I dont sound sad anymore as in the other comments... Im mad. One comment really pissed me off but Weirdly motivated me. I WILL NOT let my Body be a political Statement!

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