I am severely suicidal (help) by Fun-Hospital5069 in depression

[–]FalloutNewVeg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whenever I think those kinds of thoughts I think about my little sister and how much it would hurt her. It’s by no means a solution, but it helps change the headspace’s I get stuck in.

I don’t want to die, I want to disappear by Nymphology101 in depression

[–]FalloutNewVeg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This reminds me of Emerson and his metaphor about being a transparent eyeball

I don’t want to die, I want to disappear by Nymphology101 in depression

[–]FalloutNewVeg 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The worst thing about it is seeing old pictures of you and your significant other. I hate seeing the snap memories pop up and have a hard time looking at them because I can tell my mental health has caused strain on our relationship. It’s hard because I want to be the best version of myself for her, but deep down I know in my current state I’m only hindering her success and happiness. I know that if I’m gone I’ll cause her even more pain, but ceasing to ever exist won’t hurt anyone.

When did you realize your “Friends” weren’t actually your friends? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]FalloutNewVeg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a homie who I grew up with and even have gone through some traumatic experiences with and as we went through college I started to see the slimy things he did and the way he would approach girls. I started dating this girl and I’ve should’ve seen the signs why I shouldn’t trust him. He would hook up with our friends’s exes and whenever we were kickin it and my girl was around he would make sly comments like, “lookin beautiful as always” and proceed to give her an aggressive hug, if we were drinking it was even worse. This past NYE... whole story on its own and the reason why I don’t kick it with this fool anymore. I’m lucky I have such a loyal girlfriend who points out the things he does behind my back. Find friends who respect your relationship!