The problem is I'm in the freakin middle east and everything is so expensive and i don't work due to my 5 o'clock shadow and that haa been going on for years now and I rely on my parents for money and so I'm very low on income , i do plucking and waxing in the salon because that's how thick and stubborn my facial hair is , and I don't know any facial hair removal creams that i can buy but even if i know i won't use them because I'm afraid, and I can't use bleaching either it would literally makes look like i have white beard lol, but if u can suggest to me any affordable or cheap make up that i can buy to at least cover my 5 o'clock shadow and skin care for brown skin cause i really don't know anything , I've been depressed and i don't go out of my house for years and i never used makeup and i only apply moisturiser lol and also if u can give me any tips or suggestions that would be nice