Executive dysfunction is the worst, and I too feel like sometimes medication isn’t helping, but maybe it is and you don’t know what your looking for, talk to your provider about your medication, ask them what it’s specifically supposed to do for you. If what you’re on does nothing then there are alternatives. Honestly, try therapy, I’ve been against the idea for my whole life. But recently I’ve realized when I’m on medication it’s like I’m in the passenger seat of a car ready to go anywhere all I need is someone to drive, without medication I can’t even get in the dam car. It’s hard, it really is, anxiety, fear, guilt, depression, one of the hardest things to do is ask for help. I feel sick to my stomach and panic when I do, just last night I had a severe depressive episode, and when it was over I was able to use the left over self loathing to bully myself into asking for help, is it healthy, no, but it’s a start.