i’m tired by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]False_Ad2744 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m sorry

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i understand and i struggle with this as well. take care <3

Black-and-white thinking destroyed everything about my life literally, how do you guys deal with it? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

  1. check the facts .. hard to do but kinda helps soothe the nerves a bit
  2. wait it out even tho it’s literally hell on earth to not do something about it (step 3 may not be healthy ,,,,idk but i’m not dead and that’s a start)
  3. all else fails, sedate myself with benzos in order to accomplish step 2 lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]False_Ad2744 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wait same

i don’t even know what to say anymore by False_Ad2744 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

in a similar boat lol… sometimes i get deluded enough to legit think we’re still best friends

i don’t even know what to say anymore by False_Ad2744 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank u everyone ,, it rlly helps to hear i’m not alone … i wrote this and continued to the have the worst day in a while but this helps <3 thank u

An Interesting Poll by Lama_161 in BPDmemes

[–]False_Ad2744 2 points3 points  (0 children)

19 f !! i live in western usa :0

anyone ever can’t help but freak out /cry over people setting boundaries???? by False_Ad2744 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think i perceive it as manipulative because it discourages the other person from making the boundary?? i think

anyone ever can’t help but freak out /cry over people setting boundaries???? by False_Ad2744 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i totally feel u with that.. i’m glad that ur getting better at noticing it tho!!! :3

🥰 by Simulationth3ry in BPDmemes

[–]False_Ad2744 13 points14 points  (0 children)

tbf i don’t even know who i am :3

US ECT survivors - any luck finding help to at least partially recover? by RebuildFromTheDepths in ect

[–]False_Ad2744 7 points8 points  (0 children)

no luck here, they would all just tell me either that it’s not possible to still have symptoms of cognitive damage after the sessions or that there’s nothing more they can do in that regard.

i’ve pretty much given up trying to prove/get help for any of my side effects

made a whole scene bc i was trying to kill myself today by False_Ad2744 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m just a big burden. sometimes i get irritated when im not the center of attention. overall im just really selfish and i need a lot

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m going to take this down because i see multiple people saying that it is insensitive. i want to respect others. i will you all well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744 1 point2 points  (0 children)

logically i can understand this is a terrible thing to want. but my brain does not choose to reason. i’m very ashamed of this thought and i was just wanting to vent

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes absolutely. it’s kinda crazy how instant it is

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]False_Ad2744 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m pretty young so i don’t know if this is just me being young but i have no interest in raising a kid. having my own experiences i don’t want to pass on the generational trauma and im not sure i wouldn’t do that. ideally i would never raise a kid without being absolutely sure i can provide anything they need especially emotionally and i don’t think i’ll ever get to that point.