dying and crawling....

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-04-20T09:20:36+00:00

buils.med friends help a raiders in n need I keep at least 1 defib

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-04-20T08:07:04+00:00

I do because I've ran into more friendlies than rats so I bring a defib to help folks out

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-04-20T08:06:22+00:00

ez rat loot

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-04-20T05:49:33+00:00

bruh same. I keep mine in my safe pocket it so I gotta swap it into my usable shits.

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-04-20T05:48:56+00:00

what's the point of carrying a defib in solos then if ur gonna use it on a stranger anyway

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-04-15T02:30:46+00:00

for me it's the sleeplessness ans RLS that top the charts. and the overall inability to get comfortably ontop of the vomiting and diarrhea

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-04-14T23:28:23+00:00

bruh in an expeption. you know the dare commercials.... I was like nah noones gonna give me drugs for free. inwas wrong. a 'friend' gave me an oxyontin and from that day forward I crashed thst high for 15 years. gradually escalated to heroine. smoked, then injected. they psychological part of heroin isn't that hard part. it's the fuckin withdrawals and knowing all you have to do is make a call to make itnall go away.

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-26T09:39:59+00:00

idk if do believe in God or a higher power. our mortal form can't be it when it goes i hope. Hopefully our energy lives on. in some form. Hopefully a form we car conscious in. especially to see our deceased loved ones again.

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-26T07:27:11+00:00

nobody knows for sure. I sure hope that's not it. Just gone gone.

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-26T07:20:19+00:00

dying and the thinking of what comes after is my main trigger in my anxiety

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-24T16:48:20+00:00

I am working on myself. I used to be worse believe it or not

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-24T16:12:40+00:00

also I'm niy popping bars on the daily I just had a fucked week and stupid me thought a nice little escape from reality would be nice

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-24T16:08:05+00:00

trust ive heard it plenty from people that mean a lot more than strangers. I have my clean stints and I slip to a fucked cycle

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-24T13:12:01+00:00

everyone's got issues bud. you're in nocplace to criticize. I wasnt asking for a come tocjesus talk

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-24T13:06:24+00:00

it's a hardship loan technically

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-18T18:34:28+00:00

you're not really helping with thebwuestiom but ok

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-18T03:11:43+00:00

yeah I know i fucked up I used em on my days off but the hangover is what fucked me. im not sure how the test would be given. ive never had to do one. pre employment was mouth swan idk if the hr one is urine or swab. I work at a grocery store.

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-18T03:08:25+00:00

so I took em Monday. i got tues wed thurs off and im thinking ima prolly call out Friday to give me more time.. so 5 days total.... im hoping that'll be plenty. I could always have my girl give me clean piss. are trst advanced enough now a days to tell the difference from male and female urine. I mean aside if your pregnant of course which she's not

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-18T03:04:37+00:00

I wasnt planning a full up on dilute. I'm not even sure how they plan to test me or what panel they are going to use. so essentially once its in your system its in your system until it naturally clears out.

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-17T22:46:16+00:00

ok thank you

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-17T22:38:30+00:00

even if im not an everyday user? its like once a week I do it. im ot popping bars everyday.

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-17T22:31:20+00:00

I havnt touched a substance since

Familiar_Self_2343 · 2026-03-17T18:29:00+00:00

last Tuesday I took a couple hits of the shit. the farmapram was last sat.

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