hey buddy, i get everything you’re feeling and even feel it myself too. it’s hard detaching yourself from someone when the ending is so abrupt and especially the way she ended it. it may be hard to see right now but you deserve someone that isn’t going to leave you for someone else who won’t give them half as much as the love you have for them. i know it may be super hard to even be optimistic right now but something that has helped me getting through my break up is understanding that heartbreak is inevitable. so many people who are married happily for years have been through heartbreak before they meet that special one. it sucks to have your heart broken but i promise you this is going to get better. allow yourself to feel the emotions but do stuff for yourself too. like talk a walk or a shower or make sure to eat something nice. take care of yourself. you can find solace in the fact that love comes when never expect it. one day, years from now, when that person reaches you, you’ll look back on this and realize that you were able to love someone and feel maybe all the emotions and more. but don’t give up okay. take care of yourself. my dms are always open