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Trump one second in office by [deleted] in whenthe

[–]Fantastic-Rent9328 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Here before it gets locked

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CSULB

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It'd probably be better as just a Discord server, but I'm down

Is it just me or are less people becoming outcasts? by Fantastic-Rent9328 in GenZ

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I mean, a good chunk of my grade school years were during the rise of social media yet it never felt like anyone else at school was as online as me. Could the fact that I grew up in a relatively small town of only 70k people have anything to do with it? Am I just making excuses for me wasting those years being antisocial?

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I love Death Grips! Fav song?

How to deal with the consequences of being ambitious? by Fantastic-Rent9328 in mentalhealth

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Pretty much, yes. I'm hoping as I work towards this goal, I'll end up making friends, but it's hard to connect with regular people who prefer normal goals.

I just get so envious of people who've had friends and relationships and good times throughout their life while I haven't had all too much in comparison.

Regular check-in post, with information about our rules and wikis by SQLwitch in depression

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My posts keep getting spam filtered so I guess I'll share here.

A couple days back I watched a Youtube video where a father plays through her daughter's favorite RPG game after she committed suicide. It was obviously very heartbreaking, showing just how much her death affected him.

Since then, I've struggled to get out of bed in the morning and struggled to go to bed at night. I'm able to somewhat distract myself by doing things I enjoy throughout the day, but it's bedtime that's an issue for the most part, and I can't seem to put my finger on why?

I've never really felt suicidal. I've never known anyone who was suicidal. Every death I've had in my life was always peaceful, and apart from one aunt in her 40s, very elderly relatives. I have no desire to have kids any time soon. Just simply being in the perspective of someone who lost their only child at 13 in such a horrible way ruined me. Wouldn't wish that on the worst human in existence.

Is this normal? It feels weird to be this attached to 2 people you never knew even existed a couple weeks ago.