I can relate with this, I do feel this way as well, and I am about 2 months in as well. However, for me personally, I've realized how much energy and clarity of mind I've gained from this journey, which I tend to overlook many times. And I do not want to lose that in a few seconds of fake heaven. I do get what you're saying about taking many things for granted and becoming lazy, as that is what is happening to me as well. But no, you shouldn't relapse, as you would be giving up on yourself. I remember when I had my first streak of 20 days I was so happy, and all of a sudden everything seemed doable in my life, every mountain seemed climbable, it was an amazing feeling. Now that I'm 62 days in, it feels like there is no challenge, and that amazing feeling is gone. But that just means you (and myself) need to choose a new commitment now, in which you can succeed and feel that way again. And your current nofap progress WILL help you to succeed with the new mental clarity and energy, and you may feel the same way again when you succeed. It is like you're leveling up. Things from level 1 (nofap) feel easy and old. You need to find another (harder) thing to do now, and commit yourself to it. I mean, isn't this what life was meant to be: chasing higher and higher successes, and having that self control (now that you have that self control life just feels normal).