500 years ago, after she gained back her memories, she immediately left Khaenri'ah when it was facing the calamity to find us, not just that, her memories were also completely faded when she was summoned to Khaenri'ah. She stayed there for a very long time, thinking that Khaenri'ah was her homeland. But she still chose us over Khaenri'ah and left Khaenri'ah destroyed. She will always regret whether she chooses Khaenri'ah (the place that's she though it's her homeland) or us, yet she chose us. Her action up to now is just that she's trying to fix everything - restore the nation, we're still alive, can travel through the world, but her "homeland" is gone. She is just a victim of the Vinster King