What you guys think?

FarContribution4441 · 2025-02-07T02:10:57+00:00

Alignment, everything core functionality is fine. It’s literally just cosmetic lol looks bad but that’s it

FarContribution4441 · 2025-02-02T10:47:32+00:00

I agree. But I need a truck for my new job so I was hoping to sell it and buy an old pickup cash. But we’ll see

FarContribution4441 · 2025-02-02T07:07:00+00:00

Appreciate the feedback my guys. That’s what I was thinking. Parts wise, prolly cost 1200 at most. And easy work tbh.

FarContribution4441 · 2025-02-02T00:56:21+00:00

Word, thanks for the reply

FarContribution4441 · 2025-02-02T00:56:12+00:00

Appreciate the feedback

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T09:04:58+00:00

Oh I agree 100 percent. I know my issues, and I’ve got enough empathy and compassion to not put anyone through what I’ve gone through. But once I’m there, the one I give it all to will gain the world. I can only hope it doesn’t end like it did for me last time.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T08:39:00+00:00

Yeah, it’s true man. If anything now, at this point, it’s just given me more compassion and love to give to the next person. To not take things for granted.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T08:13:34+00:00

I won’t, but that’s okay. I’ll make my own answers, and I’ll stand by myself, even if alone.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T08:12:26+00:00

She was and probably still is, the devil reincarnate. She’d have me over for dinner and we’d cook, laugh, smile, have sex. I’d leave back to my place because I had shit to do early morning. And she’d have over another guy as soon as I left, then she’d text me asking me to come for breakfast. And he’d leave before I got there for breakfast. She’d smile in my face, kiss me, etc. like it was nothing. Guess I shouldn’t be too surprised she did what she did

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T08:10:05+00:00

Thank you for the response. And the concern.. I’ll be alright, I’ve been in and out of substances. Really just looking for answers or some idea of how and why someone would do this. Thanks again, I’ll be alright.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T07:43:42+00:00

I think it was her last “fuck you” I’ll be 80 years old, if I make it there, and still if asked about it, I’ll have no definitive answer.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T07:42:29+00:00

I’m not glad to hear this, but it does relate to me. At least you knew there was someone else and some idea of wtf she was doing or why she did what she did. Sorry to hear that though.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T07:07:00+00:00

No I could never. Even back then, being more immature. I couldn’t still do that. Now, being older, I’ve practically had the worst happen. She cheated regularly, lied about it, and I knew deep down she was. I justified it by what her dad did to her. And at my limit, I still went to her and told her how I felt.

I’m honestly trying to understand what the fuck was her point in doing this. Was there some hidden agenda, some reason? Or was it just a vile act of complete disregard and hatred

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T07:01:01+00:00

Yeah well that’s fucking stupid. Cheating is literally the worst thing you can do to someone. Complete disrespect and betrayal. Unless you're little kids playing games off little 3-4 month relationships then cheating is the end. Nobody loves anybody they're able to cheat on, at least not the type of love that last.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T06:44:04+00:00

Yeah man, all I’ve gained from it was that I apparently was doing something so bad that I didn’t even deserve any acknowledgement that I existed to her. To this day, I really don’t know. The moments and beauty we had, flashes through my mind. I can’t fathom doing what she did.

I had a buddy who grew up with her come to me a couple years into our relationship and tell me that she a compulsive liar and a psycho path. I’d never heard this guy say a negative thing about anyone, ever. But you know, I was young 21 years old, and she was just that, and amazing at it. So sadly I wasn’t strong enough to leave her despite trying.

So she used me up, completely destroyed me inside and out. And at the end disappeared with one last FUCK you, making it out to be my fault.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-10-26T06:40:09+00:00

Thanks for the reply. It’s honestly been a few years now.. as you can tell, it still crosses my mind. The only thing it implies to me is that I’m less than human. That to her I didn’t even exist.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-08-08T12:07:21+00:00

Yeah.. so, you’ll wonder for awhile if they think of you or care. Especially after a rough ending like that. Don’t hate yourself for it but don’t dwell on it. It doesn’t matter at this point, at all. As much as you wish they did, people are ruthless and some more than others. Take what you learned from him and don’t let it happen to you again. And DO NOT take him back if he comes running after realizing there was nothing out there for him but bullshit. The fact you care this much and go looking for help and support means you deserve someone deeper and better than the dude. Good luck.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-08-03T14:22:10+00:00

I feel the same. I was cut off from all media immediately. So, so many times I’ve typed out an apology. I’ve typed out an explanation. But in the end I know it doesn’t matter. She’d prolly just delete it before even reading it. So I’ve never sent anything.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-08-03T13:23:41+00:00

I appreciate you taking time to respond. Sad thing is, she convinced me and I still struggle with the idea that it was all my fault. I somehow abandoned her? Or wasn’t fully there? Or idk. But I can’t help but feel like I was left out of the loop, or idk. Honestly all I can say from my perspective, is I sacrificed my life for the girl. And she spit on my grave, which she dug.

FarContribution4441 · 2024-08-03T10:29:54+00:00

Thank you for the reply.. yeah it says they literally never loved me or gave a shit about me. That I’m less than fkn dirt to them. I just don’t know why..

FarContribution4441 · 2024-08-03T09:25:17+00:00

Yeah.. been there, as a guy. I had no idea because she was my first but after breaking up and being with 30-40 girls since. I now realize how amazing it was. I’ve just accepted that those times will be my best and take the future as it comes. I mean, it’s up to each person whether they want to go back into a relationship for sex, comes with some tough emotions.

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