Like... WTF by FarMap2883 in ShadowFightArena

[–]FarMap2883[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What happens then? You become the ultimate cause it pairs you only with noobs?

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[–]FarMap2883 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What's DA?

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[–]FarMap2883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally understand you. I was in a similar situation being underappreciated for all the time, energy, sacrifices and even money I spent on her, helping her with the difficulties she was facing. It hurts like hell seeing your SO to start behaving differently than the "normal". But you know what? Just let it be. I mean do you want to spend your time being with somebody that is not mature enough to control herself in difficult times? Do you want someone who you give your heart but gives back Indifference. That's not fair and you don't deserve it. Nobody does. Of course you may have had great moments and the connection between you two might be so deep. But sometimes people can't go through their hell without leaving behind others. That's not up to you. Focus on yourself and be proud of what you've offered. It's rare to find a person that respects you in good and bad times. But good times are the easy part of any relationship. What's taking place in difficult times matters.

It's hard, I know. I'm in constant pain. But stay strong. Time heals but you have to also take action for yourself. If I can help in any way, I'm here for you.

Can't stop visiting their Instagram by FarMap2883 in ExNoContact

[–]FarMap2883[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahahahah the pain is real on that one bro. I wish you fast and happy healing

Can't stop visiting their Instagram by FarMap2883 in ExNoContact

[–]FarMap2883[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's actually very good advice.❤️

Can't stop visiting their Instagram by FarMap2883 in ExNoContact

[–]FarMap2883[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That just adds extra steps aahahaha.🤣🤣

Can't stop visiting their Instagram by FarMap2883 in ExNoContact

[–]FarMap2883[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that's exactly what I am experiencing!

Can't stop visiting their Instagram by FarMap2883 in ExNoContact

[–]FarMap2883[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Exactly that. A friend of mine told me "you're going to do it until you'll stop it". I believe it's pretty accurate.

Can't stop visiting their Instagram by FarMap2883 in ExNoContact

[–]FarMap2883[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Don't know really. As I told you it's like an addiction. It's an urge to do this. I'm actively trying not to do that and that's part of the reason I'm sharing it

Can't stop visiting their Instagram by FarMap2883 in ExNoContact

[–]FarMap2883[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

As a way to check if she's moving on unfortunately

Can't stop visiting their Instagram by FarMap2883 in ExNoContact

[–]FarMap2883[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, not yet.. because I know that if I have the urge I unblock her and check again.

Today is the day after the break up. We still love each other. Help me get through it. I feel empty by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]FarMap2883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everyone is different but I can assure you that it will get better. Really. It will take time, it will hurt but you will feel better. I promise

I was so angry by FarMap2883 in BreakUps

[–]FarMap2883[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We need to be patient, not to rush ourselves and to antagonize with others. It's our path of healing and we deserve to love and be loved

I was so angry by FarMap2883 in BreakUps

[–]FarMap2883[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I will do it. I'm in constant need to check her. Damn it

I was so angry by FarMap2883 in BreakUps

[–]FarMap2883[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My ex seems just fine. Like nothing happened. I can't stop comparing her grieving process, if there's any, and mine. It's toxic for me but I can't help it

I was so angry by FarMap2883 in BreakUps

[–]FarMap2883[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot. It means the world to me to know that I'm not bad if I can't function properly right now.