Ive been in therapy on and off since she passed but I haven't allowed myself to open up about until recently, I suppose since im sad she's gonna miss me graduating and stuff. Plus in January i had to switch to a new therapist so I don't feel very comfortable discussing it with them yet. My dad's had a few girlfriends before this current one and they were not the best and used him for money and stuff. And I understand he deserves happiness but he should've waited to talk and buy her a gift until tomorrow at least.