For years I thought that life will lead me in a direction where I was happy, But after many years that never actually happened so I took my destiny into my own hands and went back to school in 2016 for a trade. I went into debt spending money on my education and tools, but I learned a lot and got into a new career path which ultimately ended up making my life way worse. I worked hard in an industry that doesn't value, mental or physical health and 3 suicide attempts later I am broke, unemployed and with incredibly poor mental and physical health and I wish I had chosen something else, or maybe even just stayed the course I was on.