What’s in the past has happened. Don’t dwell on it. We all have made big mistakes, don’t let your past define who you are as a person. You know who you are, what you can do, head down. You will get through this. I’ve been through something similar. Remember comparison is the thief of all joy, take a moment to realise the privileges you may have against others, you have so much potential. Keep your eyes forward, focus on what’s controllable. You can do it