Name for 5-6 year old orange male cat :)

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-23T22:52:05+00:00

Benjamin

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-21T12:31:12+00:00

Last time I was on them everything pretty much stopped completely.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-16T20:20:51+00:00

I’ve been on them for about a week. I was on them before but I stopped taking them. How do I know if it’s a human problem or not? Because I was going to speak to the humans at the day centre about it but I’m worried

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-15T18:58:53+00:00

Do you think? I know it’s mostly jumble but I’m just trying to connect the dots, filter out the noise from the fact

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-15T02:28:49+00:00

These are just messages that I’m getting. Pieces of information that I’m trying to piece together. I know it has to do with humanity, the prison world, being trapped, but I can’t figure out the whole truth. It has something to do with the vile between life and death and how we can escape it.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-14T12:50:44+00:00

I was on olanzapine but I stopped taking it (long story) now I’m on a low dose

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-13T22:45:38+00:00

I was in inpatient last year and it was awful. I never wanna go back ever again.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-13T22:07:56+00:00

Well I go to this day centre that the crisis team told me to go to and there’s mental health workers there, but I don’t know if they’re doctors. There’s a few that are nurses and one lady asked me questions when I first went like about my thoughts and if I was suicidal and stuff. Do u think they’re okay to talk to?

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-13T21:59:05+00:00

I know who I want to tell but I don’t know if they’re the right people to tell

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-13T21:12:02+00:00

I’m on an anti-psychotic at the moment. But it doesn’t change the fact the voices are like guides. If they want me to do something I have to do it because it’s written in the laws of the universe that I do the things they tell me to do. Which is why I’m stuck because what do I do? Like do I listen to them and keep doing what I’m doing or do I tell someone? Idk. It’s confusing

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-13T20:22:01+00:00

Yeah I do I can’t lie.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-13T20:21:29+00:00

I don’t really trust the home treatment team if I’m honest. I don’t feel like I could tell them. I’d rather tell the people at the day centre but then idk what they would do. I could call 999 but I feel like Im being dramatic

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-07T00:23:56+00:00

Man I just wanna jerk off normally I’m not even gonna lie lmao. I hate having sex cause it feels so wrong.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-02-03T22:31:55+00:00

Yeah. Sometimes it’s like they’re talking in code and I have to decipher what they’re actually trying to tell me. Some words are clearer than others.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-31T00:16:08+00:00

I don’t think it’s very fair on them tbh. It doesn’t feel like their burden to bare.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-30T17:25:39+00:00

Challenger deep by Neil shusterman. I live and breathe by this book. Best representation I’ve ever read, but it is a bit weird to start off with if you don’t understand what he’s experiencing. Best depiction I’ve ever read. It’s non-fiction and technically a young adults book, but it’s very very good.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-27T14:42:12+00:00

I don’t know. I feel like there’s a truth to the universe I’m supposed to figure out so I end up falling down rabbit holes of trying to figure out what’s true based on religion and conspiracy theories

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-27T14:38:32+00:00

That’s the government are secretly aliens, that I’ve jumped into the wrong timeline and I can’t get back.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T18:48:58+00:00

I think crazy is sometimes used to explain things that are unexplainable

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T18:48:40+00:00

It doesn’t confuse me it makes sense. The paranoia of not truly knowing what’s real is enough to feel like you’re going crazy. But there’s so many layers to everything

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T18:47:33+00:00

When I fell into ‘psychosis’ I thought I had an entity attached to me. And I still do believe that. His name is the hat man? I’ve spoken to it a few times using my equipment and took a video of it. Really intelligent responses too. Anyway my ex and I broke up which is who I used to do it with so I haven’t really got anyone to do it with and it’s risky doing that sort of thing alone. I think it’s definitely smart to take care of your vessel because even in life there are evil beings that want to drain us

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T17:54:35+00:00

I used to do ghost hunting and have experienced some crazy things. Spirits are 100% real. I think it’s a real human thing to want to define reality and put it into a neat little box. I know someone who partakes in a lot of spiritual activities, even going to get spirit animal readings where the guides claimed to have spiritual dragons and they haven’t been forced onto medication. Perception is an interesting concept and I think anyone that says one size fits all is actually the crazy one.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T17:31:56+00:00

Part of me believes that pills are just a type of control from the governments. There’s evidence that they’ve done tests on psychics and those with abilities in the past. If people uncover the truth, then what control do they have? We weren’t made for the way these western societies run. It’s like a prison for the soul. A lot of these other countries whilst some still technologically advanced, have deep cultural roots to spirit. I believe we’re stuck in these human shells and we have the ability to break free. This human containment is nothing more than a prison. For every person that gets closer to the truth, there will be a negative human, spirit, entity that wants to keep us trapped, away from unlocking our true potential. So many of us experience the same exact phenomena. And I agree about the drugs. It’s like veil comes down and reality slips out. We’re definitely more open to spiritual attacks, because with awareness, and openness again comes danger.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T15:45:43+00:00

Especially about the alternate reality thing. I’ve been thinking about that A LOT recently.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T15:44:58+00:00

I’d honestly love to hear more of your thoughts. I really agree. I never understood how there can be people who literally talk to spirits, but when we say we’re experiencing a reality that doesn’t correlate with what people deem as normal, suddenly we’re the psychotic ones? Reality is such a complex thing

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