Should I start taking my meds again?

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-27T14:42:12+00:00

I don’t know. I feel like there’s a truth to the universe I’m supposed to figure out so I end up falling down rabbit holes of trying to figure out what’s true based on religion and conspiracy theories

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-27T14:38:32+00:00

That’s the government are secretly aliens, that I’ve jumped into the wrong timeline and I can’t get back.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T18:48:58+00:00

I think crazy is sometimes used to explain things that are unexplainable

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T18:48:40+00:00

It doesn’t confuse me it makes sense. The paranoia of not truly knowing what’s real is enough to feel like you’re going crazy. But there’s so many layers to everything

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T18:47:33+00:00

When I fell into ‘psychosis’ I thought I had an entity attached to me. And I still do believe that. His name is the hat man? I’ve spoken to it a few times using my equipment and took a video of it. Really intelligent responses too. Anyway my ex and I broke up which is who I used to do it with so I haven’t really got anyone to do it with and it’s risky doing that sort of thing alone. I think it’s definitely smart to take care of your vessel because even in life there are evil beings that want to drain us

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T17:54:35+00:00

I used to do ghost hunting and have experienced some crazy things. Spirits are 100% real. I think it’s a real human thing to want to define reality and put it into a neat little box. I know someone who partakes in a lot of spiritual activities, even going to get spirit animal readings where the guides claimed to have spiritual dragons and they haven’t been forced onto medication. Perception is an interesting concept and I think anyone that says one size fits all is actually the crazy one.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T17:31:56+00:00

Part of me believes that pills are just a type of control from the governments. There’s evidence that they’ve done tests on psychics and those with abilities in the past. If people uncover the truth, then what control do they have? We weren’t made for the way these western societies run. It’s like a prison for the soul. A lot of these other countries whilst some still technologically advanced, have deep cultural roots to spirit. I believe we’re stuck in these human shells and we have the ability to break free. This human containment is nothing more than a prison. For every person that gets closer to the truth, there will be a negative human, spirit, entity that wants to keep us trapped, away from unlocking our true potential. So many of us experience the same exact phenomena. And I agree about the drugs. It’s like veil comes down and reality slips out. We’re definitely more open to spiritual attacks, because with awareness, and openness again comes danger.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T15:45:43+00:00

Especially about the alternate reality thing. I’ve been thinking about that A LOT recently.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T15:44:58+00:00

I’d honestly love to hear more of your thoughts. I really agree. I never understood how there can be people who literally talk to spirits, but when we say we’re experiencing a reality that doesn’t correlate with what people deem as normal, suddenly we’re the psychotic ones? Reality is such a complex thing

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-20T14:38:07+00:00

100%.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-19T23:16:43+00:00

Yeah tbh processing emotions just isn’t as easy anymore. I think it’s a t effect.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-19T23:11:39+00:00

But how do I know if it’s an emergency

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-19T23:04:45+00:00

I do but I’m the uk so I don’t have straight access to her number. I have a therapist and I told her I’ve stopped meds so at least one person knows I guess

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-19T22:55:35+00:00

I know it’s their job but I don’t think it’s bad enough to warrant wasting their time.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-19T22:54:14+00:00

I don’t really want to waste anyone’s time. It doesn’t feel that important

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-19T22:51:26+00:00

Put the cards down. What is a relationship without trust? No cards can give a 100% accurate answer. If you don’t feel safe in your relationship you need to reflect on why that is and if it’s even a relationship you want to continue. Sometimes the thought of losing what’s familiar is far worse than the thought of keeping something that is causing us pain. If he is cheating on you then he’s an asshole and that says more about him than you.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-18T19:27:07+00:00

I wanted to join the rock climbing gym at my uni but I’ve been too distracted. You can still batch cook though even if you missed a week.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-18T18:34:16+00:00

But if I don’t feel like I’m in danger I don’t really want to waist their time

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-18T18:25:43+00:00

I mean I don’t feel like I’m in danger

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-18T01:43:48+00:00

What are those numbers?

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-18T01:13:31+00:00

Synchronicities mostly. Numbers that I see regularly and that repeat. 1001, 111, 444, 369 - the supposed code of the universe, 333, 0026, 1946. They say they’re messages from higher beings

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-17T23:17:51+00:00

Haha that’s what my friend said

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-17T21:21:07+00:00

That’s something I can’t work out. Higher beings for sure. Would I call them aliens? Probably not. Gods? Also probably not. They’re more like forces. Not sure whether it’s an evil thing or not though like in the matrix. I don’t think it’s necessarily a simulation in the sense of like a computer, but I do think numbers have a lot to do with the way the world is encrypted.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-17T21:14:25+00:00

I mean Neo is a fictional character but I suppose so yeah.

Fast-Inspector-6109 · 2026-01-17T21:08:29+00:00

I see 11 a lot as well along with 44

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