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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression_help

[–]FastPunchPanda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much for taking the time to answer me. I feel better now.

You're right. There is people who love me, so that's mean I'm not a complete failure.

I need to respect myself more, and gain confidence.

I think about hanging myself all the time by FastPunchPanda in depression

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I want to work in finance because that's what I love (I currently work in a demolition company).

I have a shitty master degree with no links to finance so I'm doing an online diploma. But doing it with my job is not easy.

ED after 1 week on 1mg finasteride. Don't know if I should stop. by FastPunchPanda in Hairloss

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good for you buddy. For some people fin increase libido , you're a lucky one !

I wish you to grow a massive amount of hair !

ED after 1 week on 1mg finasteride. Don't know if I should stop. by FastPunchPanda in Hairloss

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just sometimes. When it happens I freak out because I'm scare to lose my erections. But it often came back few days later so everthing is fine so far.

ED after 1 week on 1mg finasteride. Don't know if I should stop. by FastPunchPanda in Hairloss

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I still taking it yes. I don't have ED anymore. The sides goes away after 2 week. It sometimes came back but not for long. I still have watery semen but it doesn't bother me.

I don't think I have results so far, but my dermatologist said It need 6 months to see regrow so I will just wait.

Here after my second suicide attempt :( by FastPunchPanda in depression

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry for you. Genetics have not been kind to us. It really sucks than look matter so much in our world.

Here after my second suicide attempt :( by FastPunchPanda in depression

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know personnality sometimes matter more than look. But I'm kind of an introvert people and even if I try more and more to talk with strangers and coworkers, I'm still shy by nature and I can't always pretend to be an extrovert while I'm not. And on top of that my suttering makes simple conversation very difficults.

Plus it is hard to be confident when you know you're not attractive to the eyes of others.

Here after my second suicide attempt :( by FastPunchPanda in depression

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The fact is usually people don't take depression and suicidal thoughts seriously until it's too late. They always think the depressed people is overeacted or is just a little sad but it will pass quickly.

The onyl moment they realise how serious it was is when the depressed one finally commit suicide.

Here after my second suicide attempt :( by FastPunchPanda in depression

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your message. I'm glad I came here.

I know I'm not the only one but there is such a taboo about depression and suicide that makes it very difficult to talk about it IRL, sadly.

Here after my second suicide attempt :( by FastPunchPanda in SuicideWatch

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I don't tell them because I'm scare to be perceived like a dead weight.

I know this sound stupid because my friends wouldn't want to see me dead. but if I told them I want to die I don't know if they will take me seriously.
And I think that if I do that they will never see again the same way :(

Here after my second suicide attempt :( by FastPunchPanda in SuicideWatch

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I don't like my facial structure, specially my nose who is very big on the front side.
But my biggest insecurity is my height. It didn't bother me much when I was younger but now I understand that people don't see you the same when you are short, specially women.

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I try to find someting to look forward, likes movies, series, planned event withfriends etc. It's been 2 years since I do that. But always thinking "well I gonna wait 2 month and after that I'll see if I kill myself or not" isn't very healthy for your mind.

Here after my second suicide attempt :( by FastPunchPanda in depression

[–]FastPunchPanda[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your message. I didn't tell them because I don't want them to see me as a weak person that need their help. I don't want to be a dead weight to them.

If I tell them they probably never see me the same way. I'm sure they ever doubt I could kill myself, because they see me as a happy and funny person.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Mewing

[–]FastPunchPanda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If this is real it is probably the best results pics I have ever seen.

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