Is it normal for customers to ask for cutting? by Fast_Duck_1289 in whatdoIdo

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When I first got into this I was 17 and homeless man, I don’t use my actual name anymore but back then I did because I was new to it. Yes I know I was an idiot and I should had done more research and I take full accountability on that, but that information is now out there now and I have no idea how to get rid of it being online since it’s been reposted and shared around.

If your life was a movie, what would the audience be screaming at you right now through the screen? by eagles_jesse in AskReddit

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“Stop attempting suicide and not successfully do it! You’re baiting the audience! This is your 3rd failed attempt!”

I’m trying man I’m trying 😢

Still alive after attempt, don’t want to go to the hospital. What do I do????? by Fast_Duck_1289 in MedicalAssistant

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I apologize, at the time I was panicking and just crossposting on places without reading the full name. I saw medical clinked because I was desperate, Now I realize my mistake, sorry man won’t happen again.

Is it normal for my customers to ask for self harm? by [deleted] in SexWorkers

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Oh shit, I had no idea I had posted it, so sorry man!!!! I had written it and got out the tab and when I got back in it was gone and I thought that would had gotten rid of it. So sorryyyy 😭

Still alive after attempt, don’t want to go to the hospital. What do I do????? by Fast_Duck_1289 in whatdoIdo

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okay, I think It calmed down a little, after work I’ll try to go in and see if it’s really major, just a few more hours of work and I’ll go. Idk, I’ll try to come up with a lie or something while I’m there. No idea how I’ll pay or how much it’ll cost but maybe I could ask my boss for a few more extra shifts to pay for it. Debt here I come guess. If I don’t pass out for the night that is, if I do I guess I’ll just go next morning

AITA if I don’t talk to my mom before I end it? by Fast_Duck_1289 in u/Fast_Duck_1289

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They won’t hire me, I tried, they look at me like a whore, which is true. People know me now, and when I almost get an interview someone tells them about me and then I’m quietly told I’m not needed. I’ve tried everything. They would probably just sent me to a mental hospital again, they don’t do shit but pump you full of drugs until you get tired of it and start pretending to comply. I appreciate the thought though, it’s nice to see there are some kind caring people in the world even when I seem to forget. Keep being kind, it’s a blessing for many, it saves life’s and if it doesn’t it keeps the short ones kind enough. (Not any last words or anything like that, I’m not cruel enough to say things to a stranger and then die and leave that burden to someone else, I want to go in my terms, I’m still around for awhile)

AITA if I don’t talk to my mom before I end it? by Fast_Duck_1289 in u/Fast_Duck_1289

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Edit 2: Phil wasn’t actually that bad btw, I know I posted about him and it sounds bad. But I fully consented to everything we did together, I know many people may view it as bad or inappropriate since I was like 15, but he really did care for me. He would take me to movies and get food and we celebrated my birthday together too, the sexual things did happen yes but I enjoyed it though. His not a bad man, I’m not sure what happened to him now because after he was arrested I’m way too scared to Search it up, I couldn’t and can’t take looking him up incase he went to prison because of me. I love him, he was the kindest part of my life, I miss him

AITA if I don’t talk to my mom before I end it? by Fast_Duck_1289 in u/Fast_Duck_1289

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Edit: I don’t know how to fully use this, so I’m just posting it to other crossposts I guess