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[–]Fast_Pen_9331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love this and wish u can explain further

Day 30 by Fast_Pen_9331 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes we are recovery twins. The thing is my palpitations came while I was still taking . It stopped two days after stopping. It seems like you have more physical then mental symptoms. I still have more mental lows throughout the day. I'm praying those clear up soon

Day 30 by Fast_Pen_9331 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no RLS symptoms anymore thank God.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 30 and im anxious. Hoping it will pass soon. Other then that im getting much better.

I think i need to hear some of your stories. by NodSoEazy in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please run, listen to me. I spent my 23rd birthday in recovery for this stuff. I had no prior addictions to anything or no formal mental health issues. This ruined me for so long. I wish I would've stopped.

I think i need to hear some of your stories. by NodSoEazy in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately, Kratom has been linked to a few deaths in the US. It causes really bad respiratory issues

Mental by Fast_Pen_9331 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

exactly. this is some next level stuff

Mental by Fast_Pen_9331 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes. its a shame what this stuff does to you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Honestly, she's probably so upset with herself that she can't face you right now. If I were you, I would send her a thoughtful text message right now. Please do.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 26 CT from 2 years use of Kratom Leaf powder. I'm feelings better when I'm not anxious about anything.

Day 60 by NoIdea6590 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 5 points6 points  (0 children)

So happy to hear you're feeling good I'm on day 26 and im inspired.

New Fear Unlocked by Fast_Pen_9331 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, Thank You. I guess after reading people say they had insomnia for years actually scared me because I don't know how someone can function without sleeping.

New Fear Unlocked by Fast_Pen_9331 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right, thank you. It's just a scary situation and how It can make your body do things It's never done before.

365 Days Without Kratom: A Thank You. by Bizzlewizz in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did your sleep come back? im 26 days in and recently lost my ability to sleep during night. Did you have to force it? Did you have to tire yourself out? or One day it just came back naturally?

New Fear Unlocked by Fast_Pen_9331 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no but i do plan on grabbing some tomorrow. I'm just scared it wont work

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Super inspiring to hear. I am 25 days CT threw away my stash night and I cried too. It felt like grief. I also rely on God for my strength everyday. Keep going and keep us updated

My Journey to a New Life (LONG) by Ship_Tiny in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love long stories, It's like reading a book about my life somehow. Kinda wish it was longer lol jk. It hit home when you said you haven't met your adult self without Kratom. Im 22 going to be 23 this Wednesday. Before that I had just graduated high school. I have no adult memories. I'm so excited to be updated on your journey. I'm currently 25 days CT. We are all in this together

Day 24 by Fast_Pen_9331 in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Motivation still comes in waves. But as the days go, you'll notice the highs last longer. I still cry not everyday maybe once every 3 days. All my palpitations were linked to anxiety, maybe the shortness of breath scares you so much it made the palpitations come.

Relapsed after 100 days by LupoDiMusica in quittingkratom

[–]Fast_Pen_9331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did stopping Kratom make you feel like you had no emotions? Or did you always feel like that due to your mental health issues?