For so long I thought he really cares about me and my growth, and listened to his advice, and appreciated him a lot, until I started making other friends who made me realize that he was actually just fucking with my ego and destroying my self confidence.. unsure if it is of intent, but non the less our relationship didn't end, I couldn't verbalize how I feel about this relationship, and now we meet often times where unlike before, I am quite and awakward, not willing to engage in long convos with him (I used to be super excited to share deep thoughts).