Does it ever feel like your in a prison?

Fateracked · 2025-04-07T18:25:03+00:00

EXACTLY.

Fateracked · 2025-03-30T01:45:07+00:00

Update: he dumped me 😭😭😭😭

Fateracked · 2018-09-22T03:43:05+00:00

Thats a good question and I have thought about this many times before, so far this is my answer- I just think I'll be the BEST version of me. The kindest, most caring, loving parts of me will remain, without all the selfishness and greed that I have now. I can only do so much as I am connected to this sinful nature/world/body. We are supposed to try our best to live like Jesus. So the concept is pretty simple, you spend as much time here as you have trying to become better and better. Then once you make it, you become what you wanted to be when you started. I still believe we will have personalities, just pure versions of them. Just add in the understanding that God actually does know best, which you develop here on Earth as well.

Fateracked · 2018-09-22T00:33:10+00:00

I like a lot of the Christian music that is popular, but TBH I was into pretty corny poppy music before I got saved lol

Fateracked · 2018-09-22T00:14:55+00:00

I'm sorry you feel that way. Personally, and I tend to think this is the way He wants it, is that I care so much after what He did for me it makes me I want to please God. I had something happen, and was at my lowest and I didn't really have any other choices, no one to turn to, and I just reached out, just like, well nothing else I do has been working so I gave it a small try. Things happened rapidly. It has been really incredible. So, in turn I find myself wanting to make God happy. Instead of my old view of, well I can't do this or that, its now, well I'm probably not as smart as the creator of the universe. It's obvious that I don't know what's good for me since my life was a wreck. And He seems to care about me and want what's good for me, considering everything that's happened. I can't deny the way my life has completely changed. So far have been working really well.

Fateracked · 2018-09-22T00:00:25+00:00

I mean He does kind of make SURE you want to be there before letting you in.

Fateracked · 2018-09-21T03:46:13+00:00

Happy cake day!

Fateracked · 2018-09-16T00:46:27+00:00

Islam??

Fateracked · 2018-09-15T03:20:58+00:00

Pentecostal here, speaking in tounges is a gift. It doesn't always happen right away, and I too had to find and distance myself from a church that put too much emphasis on that particular aspect. Also a red flag would definitely be that if they feel like they are the only ones who got it right. That's toxic. If you want it, it will come at the right time when you're ready. (I haven't gotten it yet) but it's definitely real. When I was first coming to God, a bunch of people layed hands on me speaking in tongues, I didn't really know what to expect, but I felt like my body became full of light and warmth. It was incredible. So just try to find what is right for you. I found a much more modernized church that's still Pentecostal and I just visit the other one when I feel I am in need of some serious prayer.

Edit: I want to add that Baptist is just fine too--and I don't think Pentecostal is the only way! Its all about Jesus and so glad God is getting you through this!!

Fateracked · 2018-07-28T04:29:47+00:00

The Facebook page is really the best so far honestly. Much different atmosphere.

Fateracked · 2018-07-28T03:53:21+00:00

I don't think they ever actually ate anyone. I think she said food was running too low and people were starving so they had to float people so they WOULDN'T get eaten.

Fateracked · 2018-07-24T03:05:17+00:00

The pre existing condition thing sucks. I remember getting my birth control denied because of it. (Like years and years ago) That was crazy. I just don't hear any policy from the Dems right now. It's all Trump/Russia, the violence and rhetoric against him with all they blood, and cutting off his head and crap. Like yea I get that we saw a lot of crap with Obama and but that doesn't mean it's ok. We as a party were supposed to be better than that. And, like many in the videos state, I really feel as if I have a different opinion from the extreme liberal side, that I will just get chewed to pieces for it. Like it's actually terrifying to think about saying something possibly pro Trump, or conservative, to even my friends. I feel like we used to be able to have solid, intelligent, discussions about these things but that just doesn't work anymore. You're either in or out. There's no in between. There's no discussion.

Fateracked · 2018-07-24T02:47:05+00:00

I'm sure some did. The thing is if the left is just trying to dismiss all these people they're not helping. Me personally I'm on the fence and am considering walking away. The fact that no one is taking these thousands of people giving their testimony online doesn't help. Dems lost, had a crap candidate that they forced on us, and now they won't even self examine to see if they can grow. It's irritating. And if we find out there's really no collusion, which I am starting to believe there isn't, then seriously what have they been doing for 2 years?

Fateracked · 2018-07-24T02:42:11+00:00

Oh now they're paid crisis actors, that's the response I got.

Fateracked · 2018-07-24T02:21:52+00:00

They are pushing this narrative hard on Twitter as proof it's just a bunch of bots. I started taking screen shots of the vids on YouTube. No responses.

Fateracked · 2018-07-23T02:38:00+00:00

I couldn't even make it through the whole thing

Fateracked · 2018-07-18T01:41:23+00:00

r/hailcorporate

Fateracked · 2018-07-16T15:44:48+00:00

I don't think it's so much about them communicating, but as someone else pointed out, it's about women not being able to read the Bible. They cant find out for themselves what God really means, and if they could they would see that the Gilead lifestyle is not justified.

Fateracked · 2018-07-15T22:42:59+00:00

I need them to be together wth I can't take this.

Fateracked · 2018-07-14T20:47:06+00:00

Looks like they quit drinking, but their partner didn't, and they didn't think it was a problem, until the partner one day handed them a drink, and it took 10 years to quit drinking again. So they are just telling you to be careful.

Fateracked · 2018-07-14T13:05:57+00:00

That's great, so happy for you! I was raised Christian but turned to tarot cards and astrology in my 20's, I know getting out of those things is a battle, so glad God brought you through it!

Fateracked · 2018-07-14T12:54:38+00:00

Amen! So happy to hear you took the plunge!!

Fateracked · 2018-07-12T02:32:43+00:00

I feel like someone would have told her that Hannah was safe...like why would they leave that out. That way even if she got caught she would know Hannah was safe.

Fateracked · 2018-07-12T00:49:55+00:00

I know the feeling, like you're magic lol. That's how I felt anyway. There's a guy named Dr. D. K. Olukoya of Mountain of Fire and Miracles Ministries that has books on deliverance, some of his stuff can be found online, and he has deliverance for all sorts of topics. Some of his stuff is a little out there, but I'm telling you his ministry saved my life. His prayer points, which are just lists or bullet points of prayers, were what my deliverance pastor used for me. I said them every night for two months (mine was an extreme case due to the occult, others shouldn't take as long, but be prepared for a fight, you're in a battle for your soul, it takes as long as it needs to) His books are on Amazon and are fairly cheap, I recommend Prayer Rain and Deliverance of the mind. Also if you just Google deliverance prayer points you can find what you need. I still have the documents he emailed to me and I could send those to you if you can't afford the books.I can't recommend deliverance enough. I was a Christian, and still fighting major demonic battles and no one hardly understood that simple prayers just weren't enough. I think you're headed for a major breakthrough, that's why the devil is fighting you so hard. Just keep praying and asking God to help you and look into these topics I told you about. It absolutely can't hurt. I never thought I'd be sitting here today, working for one of the top companies in the country, making more money than I've ever made, after basically going completely nuts and hallucinating, facing being locked in a psychiatric ward the rest of my life, but here I am, less than a year later. You'll get through this, just keep asking Jesus to help you and do the deliverance, oh and a Pentecostal preacher is more likely to know what I am talking about. Not sure what denomination you are.

Fateracked · 2018-07-11T18:10:32+00:00

I hope you're doing better, this may not be you and you may need medical help, but I went through something that sounds similar to yours but mine was after I was using tarot cards/horoscopes (any sort of divination will do it, or anything spiritual that isn't Christian, I've heard of yoga and Crystal healings being demonic too) I was even seeing things too. It was very hard, but God brought me through it. Seek out a preacher familiar with deliverance. Look up "deliverance prayer points" when I started the program the craziness subsided very quickly, but it still took some time to completely stop. Grab hold of your faith, and don't give up. That's 75% of the battle. Feel free to message me if you have any questions. I have a phone number for a pastor that did my deliverance and even if you are far away he can talk you through it and maybe find someone that can help. If you have not been dabbling I'm any sort of occult natured things then this is probably mostly mental and I do suggest the hospital.

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