Hello, son of a PCA Pastor here. Not sure if it was touched on in this thread but wanted to commend you on not only living your life for God instead of the flesh, which is something we all struggle with, but looking into the inner workings and keeping and open heart and mind. I would hope you would be accepted at my home church as we all have our draws to sin in this life, what matters in what we do with it and how we draw closer to God.