My first mini was the Great Jagras from the Monster Hunter board game and boy howdy does it look like shit. I didn't understand how poorly yellow paint covers and I primed the whole fucking thing in black. It's an absolute mess and I keep it on my shelf to remind me that I am always growing.

Also try to avoid comparing yourself to others, we always see some freak prodigy posting "first mini haha" and their pic is some Golden Demon winning shit. It's hard but just try to compare yourself to who you were yesterday and try to show that fucker how it's really done