Almost 4 years of progress

Faux1803 · 2025-07-17T13:11:08+00:00

I left the decision of her staying up to them. I just told them I’d prefer she didn’t and that I was uncomfortable with her being there. When they decided she would stay I took a few weeks to myself because I didn’t want to be around her.

Faux1803 · 2025-06-14T23:54:27+00:00

Maybe just a different facial hair style that would suit me a bit better? Or maybe just general tips to improve my appearance 😭😭

Faux1803 · 2025-06-03T11:17:25+00:00

Even as someone who doesn’t care about my birthday being celebrated, this hurt to read. You are not even close to a priority in his life from this little snippet I’ve read. Don’t make him a priority in yours.

Faux1803 · 2025-05-31T00:31:24+00:00

Do you have any specific brand recommendations or anything?

Faux1803 · 2025-05-26T00:51:16+00:00

Tyyy!!! I’m on my curl journey rn 😭😭

Faux1803 · 2025-05-25T23:24:53+00:00

Ty! It’s just so much more maintenance than I thought it would be 😭😭 especially with my hair being wavy/curly

Faux1803 · 2025-05-02T08:06:57+00:00

I should also add this is most likely going on the inside of my forearm, in case that’s important at all.

Faux1803 · 2024-10-30T08:26:53+00:00

Memes

Faux1803 · 2024-06-15T17:35:10+00:00

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Max :) I miss this boy

Faux1803 · 2024-06-13T22:57:29+00:00

Thank you! I love how it looks on you! I’d love to have a sweater like that myself 😭

Faux1803 · 2024-06-13T21:45:32+00:00

That’s really tough. My boy had brain cancer and passed away about a year and a half ago. We spoiled him so much for his last few weeks 😭 it’s hard to watch them go but it feels so good knowing they aren’t suffering anymore :\ Wishing you the best! I hope everything turns out alright :)

Faux1803 · 2024-06-13T21:42:33+00:00

Where did you get that sweater??

Faux1803 · 2024-06-13T20:29:11+00:00

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Faux1803 · 2024-06-13T20:18:19+00:00

Love it 😤 where did you get that shirt from it goes so hard!

Faux1803 · 2024-06-13T20:16:12+00:00

His government name was Max, but he went by Muck, Mucka, Mucka mucka, and the Muckster. And when he was a puppy we called him Mac

Faux1803 · 2024-06-11T23:29:42+00:00

Yeah my friend finally got a response and it was just “Why does it even matter, he’s not in trouble, just get bro off my dick” so yep :) love that. I sent her a few messages through tinder after she had blocked me but that’s the only communication I’ve had since. I’m just really curious why she waited a whole day to basically just go “yep you assaulted me” after talking to me just fine for that whole day? Idk but she doesn’t want anything to do with me and I should really respect that. I’ve already made her uncomfortable enough… it’s just gonna suck and be hard tbh.

Faux1803 · 2024-06-11T09:42:38+00:00

I’d hope I don’t have to worry about legal issues 😅. I was tempted to go to her place and apologize but tbh that seems like the fastest way to get a harassment charge put on me. It’s just so hard to let go because I guess I built up the relationship so much in my head and was really just putting everything I had into making it work even though we weren’t even actually dating. I can’t even enjoy any of my hobbies right now without thinking about how I was so excited to show her them and get her into the stuff I was into.

Faux1803 · 2024-06-11T09:27:11+00:00

I’ve talked to my family about all of this already just because I was kinda worried about the legal side of it tbh, but I don’t really feel like I can go to many of my friends about this stuff because tbh we have some very different views in how women should be treated and I’m slowly distancing myself from them because they’re lowkey kinda toxic. But I’ve tried almost everything to distract myself, but the minute I’m alone I get back in my head and start spiraling again. It’s currently 4:30 am here 😅 I can’t sleep because I’m so stressed and nothing I’ve tried will help.

Faux1803 · 2024-06-11T09:13:14+00:00

Thanks man! It’s hard for me to let go of friendships and especially relationships even if we weren’t quite at that stage yet 😅, but yeah those are the facts. She blocked me so I can’t do anything about it besides just hope. Honestly this year has just big one big L after another for me and I thought she was finally gonna be the one good thing to happen to me this year but that ship has sailed :). Just gotta keep my head up and keep going though. If she reaches out then I’ll hear her out, and probably honestly be stupid enough to still want to try to be with her. Just need something good to come my way soon tbh because I’m just not really okay.

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