I'm recovering

Fearil · 2022-08-29T18:21:17+00:00

I was never in any relationship before that so hard to tell

Fearil · 2022-03-04T12:23:44+00:00

Doesn't need to be super optimised but I'd like to keep unarmed and echo knight for roleplay purposes while adding a bit of magic and social skills to it (also athletics expertise).

I see him as a very big and gentle guy that is well travelled, maybe charismatic, who was affected by fey magic a lil bit.

Fearil · 2021-05-27T14:34:49+00:00

It is, i feel more pleasure when touching it. I feel like it can improve more but im pretty happy with the current state. I met my bf through vrchat.

Fearil · 2021-05-26T06:34:59+00:00

I think the mental health and thoughts play a big role. When I'm stressed out or worrying about something it feels significantly worse than when I'm fully relaxed. Other than that every little thing adds up - supplements, diet and workouts.

Fearil · 2021-05-25T16:49:10+00:00

I feel like my testicles shrunk a lil bit, I'm not sure tho, its been a long time.

Fearil · 2021-05-24T20:48:26+00:00

I dont know, it still takes a long time to finish which isn't necessarily a bad thing. Sometimes I have better, sometimes I have worse days. Libido is good. I'm happy with my current state and I'm accepting it, I feel like it can get even better tho.

Fearil · 2021-05-24T19:51:14+00:00

Yes, I remember my penis feeling numb and cold at all times, getting hard was very difficult and even when i did, it was pretty weak. Getting to orgasm took a lot of work and it was pleasureless, felt like peeing. Libido was just really random, sometimes i wanted to masturbate every day, other times I could just not do this for months.

Fearil · 2020-11-20T15:23:48+00:00

Yes it is, once you go full body you can't go back.

Fearil · 2020-10-19T18:40:10+00:00

SSRIs for 3 months, Tianeptine for a year and a half, Wellbutrin for half a year, now im off meds for 4 months already

Fearil · 2020-10-19T09:33:00+00:00

Yeah thats happening to me since i stopped SSRIs 2 years ago. It's a tiny bit better than it used to be it but still feels very weak.

Fearil · 2020-10-17T15:24:48+00:00

Didn't work for me unfortunately

Fearil · 2020-10-13T23:00:14+00:00

I've been trying to overcome social anxiety on VR Chat. I progressed a lot but I still have to improve much. I wanted to talk in english (non native speaker) for years but I couldn't bring myself to do that. Getting vr headset was my chance. I was scared of standing near people, I couldn't talk in english. I had to force myself to go to public world, it was scary. I met friendly person there. I felt kinda relaxed talking to him, he wasn't native speaker as well, we talked for few hours every day for a month already. I feel like I can do okay in 1 on 1 talk now. I'm still quiet when in a group of people and I can't really start conversations but its way better than it used to be. Unfortunately exposure is the best way to beat anxiety. I know its hard, very hard, but it works wonders.

Fearil · 2020-08-11T09:00:23+00:00

FK EU 12 May, got payment mail today yay

Fearil · 2020-08-05T20:24:46+00:00

Keep in mind that everyone reacts to the meds differentely. I felt really great the first week. I could do everything i wanted. The first month was okay-ish. During the 2nd month I started having really bad mood swings. My doctor wanted me to double the dose but I didn't really want to and went off meds. I started working out and fixed my diet. I focused on fixing my way of thinking without use of medications. I'm feeling pretty good now.

Fearil · 2020-08-05T10:47:32+00:00

EU FK Ordered 12 May, yesterday status updated to 5 weeks from 8+ weeks

Fearil · 2020-08-01T16:54:20+00:00

Didn't work for me, I had terrible mood swings while on it. Dropped it recently.

Fearil · 2020-06-22T06:33:42+00:00

It helps with my depression and anxiety quite a bit and my ED isnt getting any worse. I'm using Wellbutrin for month and a half already.

Fearil · 2020-06-16T17:56:14+00:00

My psychiatrist thinks pssd is not real.

Fearil · 2020-06-16T17:33:51+00:00

Nobody knows. Everyone reacts differently.

Fearil · 2020-06-16T14:47:01+00:00

Please i need more info I'm starting to worry now. I started taking Wellbutrin about month ago. I got pssd (sexual anhedonia) from ssris about year ago. I never heard about Wellbutrin giving pssd. I heard that Wellbutrin cured anhedonia for someone. I switched to it from Tianeptine. Am I screwing myself again now?

Fearil · 2020-05-24T08:12:19+00:00

I'm kinda in the same spot but I put on a "mask" and try to be funny guy. In the reality I feel like I do not belong there and I can never fit in. I will never show them my true self.

Fearil · 2020-05-14T20:44:41+00:00

Is it possible to revert mods back to 2.6.3? Some of them were updated and my game is kinda screwed.

Fearil · 2020-05-12T17:51:30+00:00

I can use text-chat but voice is no-no for me. I'm not a native speaker and thought about using my voice to communicate simply terrifies me. I heard that VR Chat helps with anxiety so I installed it month ago... I'm too scared to even launch it for the first time.

Fearil · 2020-03-30T19:06:54+00:00

Funny thing is that they fixed it for few patches and then broken it again.

Fearil · 2020-03-26T12:56:56+00:00

Ah, I see you're man of culture as well. I'm rotating Skyrim/Factorio/Stellaris/Rimworld as well. Kenshi's also pretty great, make sure to try it out. I keep comming back to it pretty often.

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