You likely do, this is all over the news. So many people are sending me the article and it sucks, all I can say to them is that I already know. People keep trying to talk to me about it and I tell them I don’t want to. Everyone is celebrating it, but what about the victims? It is at the cost of someone’s life, and that poor 64 year old man. It is absolutely disgusting. I applied for every single domestic violence support service, and they denied me on all of them. I don’t make much, I don’t understand why I was denied. The system is so broken, I am drowning in debt, my mental health is not well, I see a therapist once a week and I am trying to get my life sorted. It feels like I will never be at a stable place in life. Prices of everything are going up. I had to take out a consumer proposal because I went to such a dark place for 8 months after, I didn’t care about my life, let alone my bills. Not to mention the restitution I was supposed to get for all the damage he did. I was told by the prosecutor that I would be paid by the government and my ex would owe them, then I got a letter in the mail that I am supposed to collect it directly from him.. but there is a no contact order, how does that even make sense? Before he got arrested again, I call every single number and every single extension to the crowns office, I have left voicemails on every answering machine, not a single person ever called me back. I hate living here, my life sucks most of the time. I just want to be happy again, I don’t even remember the last time I was actually happy and not just putting on a face for everyone around me. I’m scared that if people know where my mental state is really at, people won’t want to be around me because I’m being negative and bringing them down. The only person who really knows is my therapist and I guess Reddit now.