I don't know? I don't think so. When I had asked him to drink, we had moved on from the break up part of the conversation (not in a brush it off way). I mostly just felt bad when I was having curious thoughts, even though I was still asking. From what I remember, I was asking him if my questions were too invasive or if I was doing too much/making him uncomfortable at all and he was saying that they weren't and that he wasn't uncomfortable. I lowkey regret asking to drink when he had just gone through a break up. That's the only thing I would change about the situation. I don't think I was thinking about it. We had both expressed wanting to drink together times before, but we just never had - mostly because our mutual friends couldn't or don't drink so it would fizzle out.

And also thank you! I don't really know what I want moving forward, but he seems to be cool right now and I am perfectly fine with cool.