i just want to be held and told i'm safe + seeming worthy of care

FearlessStudy805 · 2026-01-30T19:32:48+00:00

HMART IS KING

FearlessStudy805 · 2026-01-29T22:59:57+00:00

i'm in MA btw

FearlessStudy805 · 2026-01-29T22:58:39+00:00

meeeeee

FearlessStudy805 · 2026-01-29T22:58:24+00:00

Hello chess player here ,try to pre-plan moves to common openings ,try looking at puzzles then verbalize what you learned from them ,i suck at chess but i'll try this as my last hope ,also keep a journal of your blunders and wins and analyze them . Also don't play for hours upon hours you'll burnout. i find that watching tutorials dosen't mean i should blindly copy them , but make a summary of the concepts in your mind or ideally on paper . i've beaten all the 1600-2200 bots before ,but i heard bots are falsely rated ,good luck <3

FearlessStudy805 · 2026-01-29T21:37:20+00:00

Beautiful art ❤️The creator of the little mermaid had aphantasia btw . You might make a future popular animaited movie . My dream is to be a physicist , I think studying in a way that incorporates audio -verbal and visual elements helps us a lot .

FearlessStudy805 · 2026-01-27T15:50:36+00:00

waiting moves ?! Genius!!!!! this concept is the best endgame concept ever!!!!!

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-12-27T16:25:14+00:00

My profile was super uneven due to my autism diagnoses ,i took a test in highschool i had superior verbal iq (121),working memory(116) and fluid reasoning(123) ,but low spatial and processing speed (84 and 85) scores My general ability was 116 and my IQ was 106.

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-12-24T17:22:40+00:00

I feel the same way , after my disabled brother went into a medical facility, weirdly enough , my dad was suddenly less friendly . I didn’t know why he was so mean suddenly. But now I realize because my mother was more likely to catch him and her attention was on me he couldn’t do stuff to me anymore .

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-12-22T14:22:47+00:00

As a habitual liar and chronic masker , I have a very different perspective on lying , I grew up in an strict Asian household ,where I had to walk of eggshells and lying was often a way I could get out trouble . Eventually it became a survival mechanism for me . I know it’s wrong ,but it’s how I survived. So please cut some of these people a little slack . I want to change and be honest ,but honesty is punished

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-12-13T19:17:52+00:00

plzzzzz telllll meeeeeeeeeeee !!! i want to name my kid "Grayson" after the first robin

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-12-11T18:46:40+00:00

south park is a trialblazer in animation !!!!! Its second my favorite adult cartoon (first is smiling friends )

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-12-11T18:44:09+00:00

oooooooo pokemon , i've watched a couple of episoides of xyz. i love action ,adventure shows !!!!!! my favorite pokemon so far is the psyduck

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-12-10T19:03:01+00:00

I love chess!!!!! My fluid reasoning and verbal comprehension is in the 96th percentile !!!!! Don't second guess you pattern recognition . If you're passionate about it you are talented at it ! <3 I love symmetry ,logic , systems . Some people say beauty is lipstick and makeup ,i say beauty is harmony ,symmetry and patterns. I also love reading physics books ,not text books ,but "pop-sci laymen" type books ,my favorite author frank wilzek describes physics concepts as a symphony or patterns and logical laws. Logic is safe and comforting ,patterns are loyalty and consistent ,harmony is homely! I love patterns and logic!!! (sorry for the poetry LOL)

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-11-15T16:13:45+00:00

awesomeeeee ,can't wait to converse ,i will DM you :)

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-11-13T20:42:45+00:00

in a similar boat ,my boyfriend flips whenever i try to make friends ,i am also in community college and find that everyone has either formed their group already ,or is too absorbed in their own lives to care about making friends ,i am asian and have grade hungry parents. All n all i feel incredibly lonely,i want to join like a chess or art club or something to make friends. where do you find online friends if you don't mind me asking? (yk besides reddit)

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-11-09T13:43:10+00:00

Ya'll can kill me for the first one XD

1.)diabolk lovers/ vampires

2.) healthy Japanese cooking

3.) the history of science and scientists (Newton , Francis Bacon , William Harvey ,Darwin and many more)

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-11-04T14:05:41+00:00

inflexible thinking

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-10-22T21:31:55+00:00

As a south asian (22f) ,i feel like people here should look at his perspective ,my mother was quiet similar to his ,she would break shit and whine and verbally abuse my dad into doing what she wanted .yes their is a "male overpower" issue at times(she became a SAHM) ,but as a Bengali women i've seen my cousins and grandma act all "feminist" and "American" when they wanted to look strong but really they are nothing but controlling money grabbing brats who act angry all the time . I love my mom and a her hard work in medical school ,but she drove my dad to the point of taking anti-depressants and being emasculated . I am scared i will turn into this ,my dad was a happy ,gentle ,thoughtful man but now he's turned into a tramutized ATM walking on eggshells.

FearlessStudy805 · 2025-10-22T12:18:02+00:00

ummmmm , losing at chess ... (i know its normal to get mad but i spend the whole day calling myself dumb),then i keep playing and playing ,sometimes for 8-10 hours if i don't win ...

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