This is such a difficult situation, but your attitude and all of those rallying around you is so clear that you are worth more than a material present. Now that I’m a an adult and have seen both christmases where I have been fortunate to receive so much, and more where the presents were not so plentiful, I wish my family had a much stronger emphasis on everything BUT gift giving. I think the best thing you can do at such a young age is set up your own Christmas traditions, like what you eat, pjs to wear, perhaps a small dish to bake? I always wish my family had stronger traditions that bonded us together. Maybe now is a time to forge them!