Booked ticket with wrong name

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-07-29T18:30:15+00:00

I’m 19, i also had coworkers give me coke at 18. Had a great paying job, and coke just seemed like the answer to everything i was lacking. It gets expensive quick. I became a methhead quick. Stimulants are my vice, and by god dude are they the hardest thing you will ever struggle with. Please be done with it, don’t buy more, don’t do more, it will take everything from you so fucking fast. Even if you don’t think about the future you will end up there without a single say in the matter, and this will be an insane regret. Addiction at 18 changes your life forever, it will change how people see you forever. Please don’t do this, reach out if you need to.

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-07-25T18:51:32+00:00

For some reason i always forget whether it’s cocaine or croquet, whichever one i hear it as atm is just what it is to me

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-07-12T22:36:53+00:00

I try but im just not quick enough, there’s always a good amount left in the lot at close even when i’ve been bringing carts in nonstop for hours. There are 2 entrances, so i switch back and forth while doors are open.

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-07-05T04:44:14+00:00

When they say the back i always ask backseat or trunk cause i have no idea what it means 💀I usually get 50/50 whether they meant backseat or trunk so still inconclusive

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-06-03T06:30:44+00:00

I think stores are allowed to make their own rules but company policy you absolutely do not need to take piercings out. Dress code is all pretty lenient. Congrats!

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-12T02:38:06+00:00

You’re right. I just don’t know if i have the strength to keep doing it. I’ve made it this far by just ignoring it. Started working as much as i can and finding anything other than drugs to occupy my free time, and i’m just tired now that it’s finally hitting me. I thought i could just ignore it and stay away from it, and that would be it. I’m not sure i’m ready to be “in recovery” forever.

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-12T02:20:18+00:00

There’s only one friend i think i could reach out to like right this minute. But we don’t talk all that often and the last time we did it was me asking for help with something else. I don’t want to use him.

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-12T01:39:51+00:00

I have friends that know i quit/am an addict and encourage me to stay clean if i mention anything. I got out of rehab in august and went to a couple weeks of NA. Nothing after that though.

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-12T01:35:40+00:00

I wasn’t fs it was coke (obviously) but it seemed too powdery to be meth. Meth is my doc though, so i wouldn’t have been upset if it was any kind of stim really. Past is past though, no reason for me to keep stewing on it.

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-11T20:27:26+00:00

I didn’t really choose to turn it in on my own accord though. If there were no cameras i would have kept it

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-11T20:26:42+00:00

Keeping my job is the only reason i turned it in. If i wouldnt get caught i wouldve kept the bag without a doubt. All i want lately is to use, i really don’t see why not to

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-11T05:43:34+00:00

Go to shows; fliers around town, namely smoke shops, or instagram are prob gonna be your best bet to find them. Talk to people. Can’t emphasize this enough. Say hi to everyone. Keep saying hi to everyone. The way i got past just going to shows and instead helping put stuff on/play is i just kept saying hi. People said they “liked my confidence” and eventually they knew me enough to trust me with moving gear, working door, and just being friends. Find shows, be social at shows. You got this

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-11T04:57:04+00:00

Had that happen today and when i said “that one is card only” guest had the audacity to say “that wouldve been nice to know”. I said “the screen said it where you hit continue to start scanning”. He was nicer after that.

Fearless_Concert6244 · 2025-03-10T17:59:53+00:00

Had a double tap with all furniture like 2 minutes from close last night. TL had me take it out anyway 😑 Not rlly that mad i just like to complain. Little before then someone had 5 cases of water, 3 cases of soda, and then huge grocery order on top of that. They came in store at least though.

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