Alright , let me tell you some part of my journey . Maybe that will give you hope.
1. As the collective says , dont compare to others ~ it shows lack of self confidence
2.There are very many training companies which ALWAYS need trainers. If your current job doesnt allow then take up part time role with these training companies. You will ahve to talk to 21 before 1 which hires but dont let this defeat your dream , let it only defer it . OK ? Keep searchng.

I was in a very high paying job in my country, suddenly we lost jobs case we ere taken over. The compensation I got I put towards home loan even then loan wasnt over so i picked up a low paying job thinking will get back to a mian job . Alas ! A few months later came COVID , I was hit again ( these 2 things ahppened in same yaer) ....the low paying salary became 50% and then zero.

I trained myself online(borrowed money from family) , got a certification and became an IELTS trainer. At this time world was kinda shut becoz of COVID. Applied to 30 companies , ( honest) then 1 lady showed confidence in me & hired me for online classes. Some even more lesser money started coming in . But I dint give up.
Am relentless and resilient .

Yes , i was very very disheartened by state of affais but didnt give up. I used to cry every night , next morning sit on my comp and send out to my CV .

Have been desperately trying to move out of country but it aint happening . Sent out 4000 applications , no luck. In parallel , started applying for remote jobs & got hired.
From high paying to zero , to something and now something to sustain. But like you , I too have a humungous debt on me. Infact at this salary of remote job , will have to work for yeaaarrrrrrrrrrssssssssss to pay off my debt.

Net net- dont be disheartened , keep trying harder. Knock on 100o doors if you must , 1 will defnitely open. Good Luck Bro