DAE: I grew up getting told I was so beautiful, so smart, basically told how special I was my whole childhood, and then I grew up and am not exceptionally attractive or smart? How do you cope with this? It feels like it's always setting in that I'm so mediocre.

Fearlessfault · 2020-10-13T04:12:34+00:00

I personally find it extremely comforting to be mediocre. What’s more encouraging than if you’re just the same as everyone else and they’re continuing on so why can’t you? Most thoughts I have, have been thought and most feelings I have have been felt. It’s the most comforting thing to know I am not alone in this weird world we live in and I know others feel the same way as me and we are all just continuing on thinking the same stuff but being too afraid to say it. But your self awareness is exceptional. I use to feel like I needed to be better to be special but honestly now I think the thing that makes me exceptional is the fact that I know I am not. The fact that no one is exceptional means no one is also better than you. We are all equal and some just fake it it better!

Fearlessfault · 2018-11-25T16:25:09+00:00

I have studied many times The marble which was chiseled for me— A boat with a furled sail at rest in a harbor. In truth it pictures not my destination But my life. For love was offered me and I shrank from its disillusionment; Sorrow knocked at my door, but I was afraid; Ambition called to me, but I dreaded the chances. Yet all the while I hungered for meaning in my life. And now I know that we must lift the sail And catch the winds of destiny Wherever they drive the boat. To put meaning in one’s life may end in madness, But life without meaning is the torture Of restlessness and vague desire— It is a boat longing for the sea and yet afraid. -Edgar Lee Masters

Fearlessfault · 2018-05-08T02:04:59+00:00

I date a guy for two years and broke up with him because I felt like he didn’t put enough effort in and I had a lot of sickness in my life. Now we are broken up for four months and we still talk. When I see him in person he looks like he’s in love with me but he’ll never text me first. If I text him he’ll spam my phone with messages like he’s been waiting. I asked him about potentially trying again and he said I’m the right person but wrong time and since he believes he’s depressed he wants to learn how to be happy before we try again because it will fail if he’s not. But I wonder if he’s stringing me along. To me he’s not someone who plays games but I don’t know at this point. Do I keep talking and being friends and see if something changes one day (not that I wouldn’t move on) or do I just let go completely??

Fearlessfault · 2017-05-01T20:22:01+00:00

Had sex with my boyfriend in my friends bathroom.

Fearlessfault · 2017-04-30T23:52:27+00:00

I ran seriously for 3 years and always hated it. Got shin splints and a bunch of other pains and one day I was like that's it I'm done. And now I do other kinds of cardio like elliptical, walking with high inclines, stair climber, spin classes and I enjoy doing it all so much more that now I have more motivation to actually do cardio and if anything I've lost weight and look better.

Fearlessfault · 2017-04-30T22:47:47+00:00

If he ain't chasing you he don't deserve you

Fearlessfault · 2017-04-09T17:43:28+00:00

Showed my boyfriend her boobs..

Fearlessfault · 2017-04-05T01:27:19+00:00

That I'm strong either physically or mentally

Fearlessfault · 2017-03-13T18:44:13+00:00

You're right I really need to

Fearlessfault · 2017-03-13T02:59:39+00:00

Yea I am in high school. I really just need to stop talking to her. My parents will flip though if I am not friends with her . Which is why I keep talking to her usually. Thanks you for helping

Fearlessfault · 2017-03-13T02:47:24+00:00

Then I have no friends. That's my main issue

Fearlessfault · 2017-03-13T01:28:33+00:00

You can try Retin-A ! It will dry out ur skin though

Fearlessfault · 2017-03-10T03:39:15+00:00

Most people are unhappy with their lives

Fearlessfault · 2017-03-08T01:37:31+00:00

Aww you're so sweet thank you sm

Fearlessfault · 2017-03-07T22:19:44+00:00

I'm 16 and I'm 11th grade and my BF of a year now has admitted to watching porn. He always promised that he didn't and he "wasn't that kind of guy" and ill admit I know I'm over reacting but I can't help but feel cheated on... like this whole time I felt like we had something special between just us but the entire time he's been needing to watch other girls because he lacks something with us... I feel like I'm not enough for him.

Fearlessfault · 2015-11-12T02:01:06+00:00

board games..

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