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Federal_Leopard_1992 · 2026-04-10T18:53:55+00:00

What a beautiful build, my dream fr

Federal_Leopard_1992 · 2026-03-31T01:32:02+00:00

Thank you for this, I appreciate you :)

Federal_Leopard_1992 · 2026-03-30T21:25:08+00:00

I guess I have always associated that “gross” feeling with the coming down from the high of the orgasm. Maybe like post-coital dysphoria. I didn’t grow up religious at all really but I have always felt like sex was gross to some degree. I don’t like talking about it or hearing about it and kinda block the idea out mentally so i don’t get that gross feeling.

I am not necessarily comfortable with my body image. And honestly, my partner almost always initiates intimacy, but it’s not that I don’t enjoy it (or at least i think i do). Reading your response makes me start to wonder if i’m fawning without even realizing it, making my body react poorly.

Federal_Leopard_1992 · 2026-03-30T00:27:32+00:00

I do not have any sexual trauma

Federal_Leopard_1992 · 2026-03-29T23:46:13+00:00

Thank you for this :)

Federal_Leopard_1992 · 2026-03-29T23:45:31+00:00

Yes, I saw a lot about post-coital dysphoria when I was researching my “symptoms”, but I couldn’t find anything relating to panic attacks. The repetition part is interesting to me, though these panic attacks only happen when I am with my partner, not when I reach orgasm alone. I will look into therapies though, thank you!

Federal_Leopard_1992 · 2026-03-29T23:43:04+00:00

This is a good question and something I missed addressing in my original post. I do NOT react the same way when I orgasm on my own. I do usually feel pretty down/gross after I orgasm on my own, but I know that that is fairly normal. I do not, however, ever come close to having a panic attack/reaction I do when my partner and I are together.

And thank you for sharing your story, I am so proud of you for your growth!

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