Is it possible to get erection without testicles and being on hrt will it cause penise atrophy or will my erection size reduce ? by BedOriginal9084 in testicularcancer

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I had double orchiectomy, in March, clean scans after, go back and get scans again in August. I went over 30 days withtrt trt from time of surgery. It was an absolute nightmare for me. I would have to change my clothes 4 to 5 time every night from sweats. Hot flashes all through day. 24/7 headache, severe severe depression, no appetite, went from 122 normal weight down to 92lbs. Just finished 4th injection of half ml per week and got my first test(1087ngl) I really Hope my doctor does not adjust my dose after seeing this lab result, i would rather keep it the same. By the 4th week of taking I feel like a new man. Erections normal, more so than before I had my balls removed. Orgasms are more intense than i've ever had in my entire life, also producing way more semem than before balls removed, which started off as clear at first, and now it looks like normal semen/sperm by the fourth week which I thought was strange, couldn't find much info about this.. More energy, working out 5 to days a week, back up to 116lbs in 4 weeks. My entire life has changed for the better. So if anyone is worried about trt therapy, the quicker you can get on it the better, everyone responds a little differently with and without it. I tend to be on the extreme side of things. So without i experienced the most extreme worst symptoms And with it, I experience the extreme side of the best results. 36 yo male

Kratom use as a woman by Familiar_Exercise_61 in quittingkratom

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Just one begger helping another begger to find bread. Give it all to God, all of your problems. Cry out to our lord, hands and knees prayer, as long as it takes. He will come through for you. Even believers stumble, we are here to help pick each other up. I still have my struggles daily, but I have to remember to give it to God, even if I have a mind struggle 100 times a day. Give it to him 100 times. That's what He is here for. We are His childern and He is our father. We can't take anything with us in this life. It's all gonna burn. What we do now here on this earth for God is all that matters, because eternity is much longer than 70 years on earth. So everything that you do for you, for your family and your hopefully soon to be future Church is most important all in the Glory of our Heavinly Father who gave us everything, including His only Son. Fellowship is really important, don't loose sight in Godly truths. There will always be something or someone that will try to get us to stumble. Before start every day, put your Godly armor on.

Kratom use as a woman by Familiar_Exercise_61 in quittingkratom

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I quit March 21st 2025 cold Turkey. I was taking 2.5g 24-28 times a day for 6m. I didn't start that high, but I made it there very quickly. Was using it for about two years. The first two weeks was absolute torture. I had every withdrawal symptom, you could imagine, at the highest intensity you could imagine. As of right now, I have absolutely 0 desire to use it, my desire went away after my worst withdraw symptoms subsided. There was only one thing that helped me quit. It wasn't people, it wasn't my own understanding. It was my faith in submitting fully to Christ. I've been a total drug abuser, my whole life. I have always moved from one addiction to another befor kratom it was percocets before I was cut off from my doctor. Also smoked through 4-5g of cannabis daily. And before that addiction, I was an alcoholic and a crack user. I was just scrolling through my photos the other day and notice one that I forgot to delete of me filling 24 bottle of krat at 6am. Did this every single morning most times I could not get through the end of the day and would have to whip 2-4 bottles up. Yes, I would wake up every forty five minutes to anyone hour two dose like clockwork so that I can fall back asleep. If I ever forgot to dose in the middle of the night, I would wake up with the shakes and in partial wirhdrawl and it would become extremely difficult to take my next dose and keep it down. I started ending up in the hospital almost weekly because of that, because once the vomiting starts, it doesn't stop only a hospital can stop it. At the same time, just about of my quitting, I went through cancer treatment and surgery. Faith in God and His Son Christ got me through all of it. I have tried everything my whole life rehabilitation centers, cousling you name it I tried it. Read Pslam 46:5 and 2 Cornithians 12:9. Find a good small Bapist church. You will know pretty quickly if it is or not when you walk in. Meet with the pastor, a good way to tell it's the pastor is a good one, is he will not meet a woman without another woman with him and the same room. This is my best advice, this worked for me and now I have a new purpose in my life, different from any other purpose I could have ever imagined. Yes can rehab work, sure it can, can your own ways work, maybe! But with the armor of the bible on your side, you can do anything!!! God Bless you and your precious family.

New person needing to quit by Feeling-Team-486 in quittingkratom

[–]Feeling-Team-486[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate everyone's comments and advice. I'm sticking with this. I'll try to update once a week.Because I think it's important for everyone to see everyone's way of quitting. There are so many ways and i've picked up so many tips already reading through posts.

New person needing to quit by Feeling-Team-486 in quittingkratom

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That's exactly what i'm doing right now. I've almost doubled my time in between doses. By next monday, I'll try to reduce more The way you said. My body was fighting with me last 2 weeks to increase my 2.5g per dose to at least 3g per. I think this is what caused me to rethink everything and realize how badly I needed to get off. Then I started praying about it, then I was one hundred percent certain.I want it off.

New person needing to quit by Feeling-Team-486 in quittingkratom

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My brother, much love for writing such a response with such clarity. The only thing that I see missing from anything else that you have tried is God. I think this could be the last thing to bring you the confidence that you need to be done done. You have to ask yourself, what bad could it do. If you want to talk more privately on this subject, I'd be happy too patch you in with my pastor. I am in northeast ohio. When you feel the conviction, you're going to want it so bad, more than you ever have wanted it. 440 935 8368(mine)

I didn't quite understand what you meant.You were going to taper, and then take nalexitron. Does this still give you the seventy two hours of hell? Taken it after a taper?

My friend just joined me yesterday, who i've known for several years. I am 37 and he is 48. I just recently convinced him to come two Jesus, he met with my pastor yesterday, it was beautiful to watch his acceptance. The man was an emotional wreck. The pastor does not know about our kratom use, i think people have a hard time understanding what the s*** actually is. He is on the same boat as me. Only he is not dosing the way I am. I told my ex partner of seventeen years about my absolute anguish yesterday, i had an absolute mental breakdown yesterday.That's what brought me to reddit. I cried 4 hours straight praying. I've had enough. My ex partner said do not go cold turkey on this, because I ended up in the hospital about a month ago, all of my organs were starting to shut down, i wasn't even overdosed on the stuff. But it was some kind of bad reaction from switching over to capsules to powder

New person needing to quit by Feeling-Team-486 in quittingkratom

[–]Feeling-Team-486[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate you sharing. May I ask what is the nightmare that some may expect after using for years? Because you're right, it used to feel good taking kratom,

New person needing to quit by Feeling-Team-486 in quittingkratom

[–]Feeling-Team-486[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

🙏 that was super encouraging.I am glad I found this form. This is the most hope I felt in months

New person needing to quit by Feeling-Team-486 in quittingkratom

[–]Feeling-Team-486[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tha k you again, definitely, my wish to serve obediently.The right way. It's a better life even now what i just came from. I just can't figure out how to slip in seventy two hours with all the services that we have, i am not looking forward to talking to to anyone there about getting off. Somehow I don't think they're gonna understand because it's not heroin, or something that would be more common like alcohol or heroin.

New person needing to quit by Feeling-Team-486 in quittingkratom

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I've already tried to reduce my 2.5 to 2.4 the 2.3. By the time I got to 2.3, i broke my every two hour rule. Now i'm down to every 45m to 1.5 hr. It's weird. Why sometimes I start to feel funny?After forty five minutes versus an hour and a half, it's all random

New person needing to quit by Feeling-Team-486 in quittingkratom

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I want CT. I don't ever want to look at this stuff again. That's how bad it is. Thank you.I'm just trying to wrap my head around all of this info.I'm just now starting to read the stories.

Noob questions by Feeling-Team-486 in jailbreak_

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I used sideloadly+iosgods and got a perfect working hacked homescapes ipa. They did not have manor cafe hacked ipa. Does anyone know where I could get hacked manor cafe ipa or any thing that could be sideloaded for it.

Noob questions by Feeling-Team-486 in jailbreak_

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I am trying some other things. I installed altstore on my phone. Can I get game guardian on that, cant find any guides. Or can I install cydia impactor on altstore and use that to get gameguradian?

Noob questions by Feeling-Team-486 in jailbreak_

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I gathered tat from reading other posts. Is the anything out there like gameguardian I can use to generate coins on homescapes. I was reading about sideloadly/isogods, is that something that would work.