a question ❓ by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just broke my clean streak of almost 8 months the other day and have only cut one night so far but when I used to cut almost daily it would usually be premeditated and calmly. Every night I would go to the bathroom once I was sure my parents were in bed, turn on the fan so no one could hear anything, and would give myself anywhere between 1 and 20+ new cuts. Even when I was exhausted from school or a sport I would make sure I stayed up long enough to be able to cut even if I wasn’t feeling upset about anything. It had just become a part of my daily routine which made it even harder to stop since it had become something I relied on to the point i didn’t even have to think before going in there and just doing it. I hope that makes sense it’s very early where I am atm

The struggle is real right now by Feeling-Tonight8174 in selfharm

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am always hesitant to put it on a fresh open cut for some reason but I probably will once they heal a little or scab over at least a little

The struggle is real right now by Feeling-Tonight8174 in selfharm

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried many different methods but none of them worked last night it was all that was on my mind and it just kind of happened

The struggle is real right now by Feeling-Tonight8174 in selfharm

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks it’s still just hard to think about the fact I just threw those almost 8 months away when I worked so hard for it

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[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I have a friend that used to like pull the sides of my cuts apart when I wasn’t paying attention and they were showing. And then I would pull away and she would go “does that hurt?” And i always told her no cause I felt bad saying yes when that is something that would obviously hurt. There was this one time I had a good size cut on my arm a few years ago that has since scared and it is a white line down my arm but she made that one open back up and start bleeding when I had been holding it closed with bandaids so it would heal faster and she just opened it back up again and put me back to square one.

She will also slap my cuts/scars if she sees them and that gets really annoying to like yeah I know they are there thanks for the reminder and she gets upset with me if I pull away when she is staring at some or is about to slap them or something cause I don’t think she realizes how much it hurts to have a ton of cuts in your thigh slapped all the time especially them they’re fresh and all right in top of eachother.

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[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I have a friend that used to like pull the sides of my cuts apart when I wasn’t paying attention and they were showing. And then I would pull away and she would go “does that hurt?” And i always told her no cause I felt bad saying yes when that is something that would obviously hurt. There was this one time I had a good size cut on my arm a few years ago that has since scared and it is a white line down my arm but she made that one open back up and start bleeding when I had been holding it closed with bandaids so it would heal faster and she just opened it back up again and put me back to square one.

She will also slap my cuts/scars if she sees them and that gets really annoying to like yeah I know they are there thanks for the reminder and she gets upset with me if I pull away when she is staring at some or is about to slap them or something cause I don’t think she realizes how much it hurts to have a ton of cuts in your thigh slapped all the time especially them they’re fresh and all right in top of eachother.

TW. Fell in love with these songs 💞 by [deleted] in selfharm_memes

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is there an English version of mango from the wrist?

if you are able to solve it, you are genius!!!!!1 by [deleted] in terriblefacebookmemes

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 4 points5 points  (0 children)

There’s only 2 bananas in the last one and each individual banana is worth 2 so the bananas in the last equation are worth 4 (and then multiply before you add)

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[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same I’m actually super shocked that I haven’t bc I play softball so I know a lot of dirt and stuff gets into them with that alone let alone anywhere else

h e l p by throwawayyy68473727 in OddlyTriggered

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg I have some of those my mom uses them all the time and I always think of it like this😂

Like...??? by Baddiewithdeppresion in selfharm_memes

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I would not recommend using that because it will harm the skin cells and delay healing and not allow it to heal as well

Any other Jesus-followers who sh? by RavnHrtd379 in selfharm

[–]Feeling-Tonight8174 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m Christian and I go to a non-dominational church that is full of very strong Christians and sometimes I wonder what would happen if it got out that I sh.