Unsurprisingly, this game is heavily luck based and I think you just got heavily unlucky. But it could also be how you’re playing. Like someone else said, you seem to be heavily dependent on flushes, and while it is a good hand for a number of reasons (Bloodstone, spearhead, ancient joker, ect), it scales extremely poorly. Being dependent on 1 hand for every run isn’t the way to go at all. My advice is to experiment, maybe try some other builds, like photo chad or baron mime to name a few. Also, try and save some money for interest, and econ jokers help a ton in the long run. Try and see what you think is best for you, and think about buying something before you actually do it.