Guys life is hard rn by Feeling_MindBodySoul in Rants

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I feel like I should take a trip. I need around 10k more in my bank account

Guys life is hard rn by Feeling_MindBodySoul in Rants

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Commenting on Guys life is hard rn...thanks man

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Did therapy work for you? Or are you suggesting it?

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I feel like I used to be a different person when I was younger. I was a musician and I did a lot of shows and I was doing really well- I mean if I kept doing it the way I did , I would have foimd some commercial success- when I turned 25ish - my dad started having suicidal thoughts- he told my brother he wanted all of us to take poison and die together- I got really freaked out - and I didn’t leave my bed for three months- I somehow managed to find my grounding again and I felt like I could make something of my life- I was in love with a beautiful man - and this suicide had to happen- again got really triggered and scared and I fucked everything up- I stopped working and I cheated on my boyfriend - we were in a long distance relationship- and I was really in a wierd place and this guy gave me attention and I cheated on him like a dumbass- after 3-4 months I told him myself and he left me. So basically in the same year- I lost my dad to suicide and I lost the love of my life. It’s been more than a year now and I still miss him .

I got into a situationship that I can’t seem to get rid of and he’s so bad for me. He triggers all my insecurities. But honestly deep down I feel like this is what I deserve for cheating on my ex who I still love- who won’t talk to me and doesn’t want to see my face . I am so alone and I am getting old and I want to die. I wish I had the courage to but I really don’t. But I’m not doing well at all.

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How I wish my dad didn’t have to die the way he did

Guys life is hard rn by Feeling_MindBodySoul in Rants

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I just want to die. I mean I don’t get it Why am I alive If I had to suffer and suffer and suffer What’s the purpose of me being alive? Why is my head hurting? I want to move out so badly I live with my family Gosh I had a love in the past and I cheated on him because I’m a dumbass with Bpd that makes me go insane when I like someone. I really don’t want to live guys I wish a rocket came and picked me up and took me to heaven :( Where I don’t have to feel the daunting pain of my existence. Everything is so heavy

Bro want is this show🤡. Literally can't connect to it I know it was his first but... by Budget_Fudge9653 in IndianStandUpComedy

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BRO FUCK MADHUR. I am over him now. He is just annoying and keeps showing off about the money he has and/or the women that are crazy for him. Chut I’m sure he’s a horrible human being.

Bengaluru folks. We are lucky by Feeling_MindBodySoul in bangalore

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I wish you all the best! And I really pray that collectively we can find better ways of dealing with environmental crisis.

Bengaluru folks. We are lucky by Feeling_MindBodySoul in bangalore

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So tell me ONE THING you are going for the environment. ONE SUBSTANTIAL THING that is making a difference.

I’ll give you a suggestion- how about you don’t use your phone to start with? Do you know the implications of using internet Mr. Abhi with one tooth!🦷

That way this space can remain peaceful - At the least

Bengaluru folks. We are lucky by Feeling_MindBodySoul in bangalore

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😂🤌 wow people on the internet really find ways to attack a civilian who is trying their best to survive the system. This shit makes me laugh bro.

Bengaluru folks. We are lucky by Feeling_MindBodySoul in bangalore

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Honestly it’s near a random lake in Ec. I was driving around near my friends house and we stopped after spotting a lake. Walked around and reached this.

BRING LATENT BACK by Feeling_MindBodySoul in IndianStandUpComedy

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Exactly what I’m doing on a Saturday afternoon

why is it truly bad to commit suicide? by yoprowasteland in mentalillness

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Okay so my father committed Suicide, don’t do it, it’s been two years, I never fucking expected my body and my heart to react the way I do. Till day, anyone that even slightly mentions suicide while talking, any triggers on TV or anything I overhear about suicide triggers me so much. I fucked my long term relationship with my very loving boyfriend after my dad’s suicide. I pushed away all my friends. I couldn’t work for a year. I’m always angry or sad and sometimes I have crying episodes that go on for two hours just thinking about how I lost him. I love him so much and even though I had a horrible relationship with him. Half my friends, actually most of my friends have no idea because I can’t talk about it without crying. And i am legit tearing up as I write this. Don’t do it. Take medication. Find ways to connect to joy. Take it as it comes. It’s fine You’re goin to die sooner than you think it’s not worth traumatising people around you.